Arminell: A Social Romance, Vol. 1Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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Arminell: A Social Romance, Vol. 1
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
English fiction -- 19th century
It is a fact patent to every one, that the further we recede from an
object, the smaller it appears. For instance, the dome of St. Paul’s
when we stand in St. Paul’s Churchyard, looks immense. But as we stand
on Paul’s Wharf, waiting for a steamer, we already discover that the
small intervening distance has diminished the dome to the size of a
dish-cover. As we descend the river, the cupola decreases in proportion
as we widen our distance from it, till it is reduced to an
inconsiderable speck, and finally sinks beyond the range of our vision.
It is precisely the same with our faults. At the moment of their
commission, from under their shadow, they look portentous and actually
oppress us; but they become sensibly reduced in bulk the farther we
drift down life’s stream from them. What immeasurably weighed on us
yesterday, measurably burden us to-day, and to-morrow are perceptible;
but the day after cease to discomfort us. Not so only, but as we draw
further from our past fault, we look back on it with a sort of fond
admiration, tinged with sadness; we lounge over the bulwarks of our
boat, opera-glass in hand, and consider it as we consider the dome of
St. Paul’s, as an adjunct not altogether regretable in the retrospect;
for, consider how uniform, how insufferable would be the landscape,
without breaks in the sky line.
Now Mrs. Saltren was embarked on the same voyage with Stephen, her
husband, and naturally expected that the same object which at one moment
had obscured their sun, but which rapidly diminished in size and
importance and signification to her eyes, should equally tend to
disappear from his. When, however, she found that it did not, she was
offended, and harboured the conviction that she was herself the injured
party. Why were not Stephen’s eyes constituted as the eyes of other men?
She had good occasion to take umbrage at the perversity of his vision.
She had admitted at one time, faintly, and with a graceful curtsey, a
pretty apology, and with that reluctance which a woman has to confess a
fault, that her husband had been an injured man; but now, after the
lapse of over twenty years, their relative positions were reversed. The
cases are known of girls who have swallowed packets of needles. These
needles inside have caused at first uneasiness and alarm for the
consequences; but when they gradually, and in succession, work out, some
at the elbows, some at the finger ends, some at the nose, and in the end
come all away, they cease to trouble, and become a joke. It is so with
our moral transgressions. When committed, they plunge us in an agony of
remorse and fear; but gradually they work out of us, point or head
foremost, and finally we get rid of them altogether. Now Marianne Welsh
and Stephen Saltren had swallowed a packet of needles between them, and
they were all her needles which had entered him. She did not retain hers
long, but as they worked out of her, they worked into him and transfixed
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