Arminell: A Social Romance, Vol. 1Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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Arminell: A Social Romance, Vol. 1
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
English fiction -- 19th century
“My words are quickly explained,” said Stephen Saltren. “I have never
regarded you as my son—have never treated you as such. You know that I
have shown you no fatherly affection, because I knew from the beginning
that not a drop of my blood flowed in your veins. But never, before this
evening, have I allowed you, or any one else, to suspect what I knew,
lest the honour of your mother should suffer. Now, and only now, has the
entire truth been disclosed to me. I did not suspect it, no, not when
you were christened and given the name you bear. I thought it was a
compliment paid through a fancy of your mother’s to the family in which
she had lived, that was all. A little flickering suspicion may have been
aroused afterwards, when his lordship, to save you from consumption,
sent you abroad; but I put it angrily from me as unworthy of being
harboured. I had no real grounds for suspicion; since then it has come
up in my heart again and again, and I have stamped down the hateful
thought with a kind of rage and shame at myself for thinking it. Only
to-night has the whole story been told me, and I find that your mother
was not to blame—that no real dishonour stains her—that all the fault,
all the guilt, lies on and blackens—blackens and degrades his soul!”
“I did not mean to say—that is, I did not wish—” began Mrs. Saltren in a
weeping, expostulating tone.
“Marianne, say nothing,” Captain Saltren turned to her. “It is not for
you to justify yourself to your child. The story shall be told him by
me. I will spare you the pain and shame.”
“But, mother,” said Jingles, shutting the door behind him and leaning
his back against it, “I must be told the whole truth. I must have it at
least confirmed by your lips.”
“My dear,”—Mrs. Saltren’s voice shook—“I would not make mischief, for
the world. I hate above everything the mischief-makers. If there be one
kind of people I abhor it is those who make mischief; and I am, thank
heaven, not one of such.”
“Quite so,” said her son, gravely; “but I must know what I have to
believe, for I must act on it.”
“Oh, my dear, do nothing! Let it remain, if you love me, just as if it
had never been told. I should die of shame were it to come out.”
“It shall not come out,” said Giles; “but I must know from your lips,
mother, whether I am—I cannot say it. My happiness, my future depend on
my knowledge of what my real parentage is. You can understand that?”
“Well, then, it is true that you are not Stephen Saltren’s son, and it
is true that I was a shamefully-used and deceived woman, and that I had
no bad intentions whatever. I was always a person of remarkable delicacy
and refinement above my station. As for who your father was, I name no
names; and, indeed, just now, when the captain asked me, I said the
same—that I would name no names, and so I stick to the same resolution,
and nothing more shall be torn from me, not if you were to tear me to
pieces with a chain harrow.”
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