Arminell: A Social Romance, Vol. 2Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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Arminell: A Social Romance, Vol. 2
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
English fiction -- 19th century
Arminell was changed in her behaviour to her father since she had heard
Mrs. Saltren’s story. She had lost faith in him; those good qualities
which she had previously recognised in him, she now believed to be
unreal. The man as he was had been disclosed to her—false, sensual,
wanting in honour. All the good he displayed was the domino cast over
and concealing the mean and shabby reality. He wore his domino
naturally, with a frank _bonhommie_ which was the perfection of
acting—but then, it was acting. Arminell was very straightforward, blunt
and sincere, and hated everything which was not open. Social life she
represented to herself as a school of disguises, a masquerade in which
no one shows as he is, but dresses in the part he wishes to appear in.
Some men and women are such finished actors that they forget themselves
in their assumed parts, and such was her father. Having to occupy the
position of a county magnate, he had come to fit the position
exteriorly, and had accommodated his conscience to the delusion that he
was what he pretended to be—the wealthy, blameless, honourable nobleman,
against whom not a stone could be cast. All this was a pretence, and
Arminell was not angry, only her moral nature revolted at the
assumption. Her high principle and downrightness made her resent the
fraud that had been perpetrated on herself and the world.
She had on several occasions heard her father speak in public, and had
felt ashamed because he spoke so badly, but chiefly because she was
convinced that he was repeating, parrot-like, what had been put into his
mouth by my lady. He pretended to speak his own thoughts, and he spoke
those of his wife—that was an assumption, and so was his respectability,
so his morality.
Arminell had long undervalued her father’s mental powers, but she had
believed in his rectitude. She thought his virtue was like that stupid
going straightforward that is found in a farmer’s horse, which will jog
along the road, and go straight, and be asleep as it goes. But Mrs.
Saltren’s story, which she believed in spite of the improbabilities,
improbabilities she did not stop to consider, had overthrown the
conviction, and she now saw in her father a man as morally imperfect as
he was intellectually deficient.
Had he been open, and not attempted to disguise his offence, she might
have forgiven him, but when he assumed the disguise of an upright
God-fearing man, doing his duty, her strictly truthful nature rose up in
indignant protest.
* * * * *
“My dear!” exclaimed Lady Lamerton; “good gracious, what is this I hear?
What have you done? Undertaken to throw open the grounds and house on
Saturday! Why, Lamerton, how could you? Saturday is the day on which I
proposed to give our garden-party.”
“’Pon my word, Julia, I forgot about your garden-party!”
“You promised to make a note of the day.”
“So I did—not to be from home. But I forgot when I was asked to allow
the place to be seen.”
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