Arminell: A Social Romance, Vol. 3Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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Arminell: A Social Romance, Vol. 3
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
English fiction -- 19th century
“If you resent being with them, be with me. Be my maid. I am not going
to remain in Shepherd’s Bush. I intend to take a house somewhere in the
country—somewhere where I can be useful, and, Tamsine, find work, hard
work that I can do for others. That is what I seek now for myself. Will
you come with me? Then we two Orleigh girls will be together, that will
be charming.”
Thomasine turned and looked wonderingly at Miss Inglett. We two Orleigh
girls! We—the baron’s daughter and the wise woman’s bastard.
“I’d like my frolic first,” said Thomasine.
“After that—I could not receive you,” answered Arminell gravely.
“I don’t see,” said Thomasine, still pouting, but uneasy and undecided,
with the colour flying in flakes over her face and showing through the
transparent complexion. “I don’t see why we are to be always kept at
work, and not be allowed to amuse ourselves. We aren’t young for long.”
“Tamsine,” said Arminell, “poor Arkie Tubb sat by you when your mother’s
cottage was being pulled down, and when you thought that she was in
danger, and you could not run to her aid yourself, because you had
turned your ankle, you sent him. You sent him to his death. The chimney
fell and buried him. If he had considered himself he would not have
risked his life for your mother. We all honour him for what he did. He
never was clever and sharp in life, he failed in everything he
undertook, he even failed then, for he did not bring your mother out of
the ruin, he was buried in it himself. But he was a hero in his death
because he sacrificed himself for others—for you, because he loved you,
and for your mother.”
Thomasine said nothing, but her hand twitched in that of Arminell.
“You must be worthy of him, remain worthy of him. Thomasine, if you
follow your own self-will and passion for pleasure, people will say it
was well that Arkie Tubb died, she was not deserving of him.”
They had reached the head of the Broad Walk, and issued from Kensington
Park into Uxbridge Road. The stream of traffic flowed east and west,
east to the City, west to Shepherd’s Bush, past them, and they stood
watching the two currents. Thomasine withdrew her hand.
Arminell was certain that this was a critical moment in the girl’s
heart. She said nothing more. She had said enough, she waited. Thomasine
turned her face east, and took a step in that direction with a red flush
in her cheek. Then the red flush rose to her brow and deserted her
cheek, and she turned back.
Presently she said, “May I take your hand again, miss?”
Arminell readily gave it.
Then Thomasine strode to the west, holding Arminell. She seemed fearful
of herself if left to herself, but confident whilst holding the hand of
Arminell. The good angel had conquered, and that good angel was the
thought of poor, blundering, kindly, stupid Arkie Tubb.
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