Armorel of Lyonesse: A Romance of To-dayBesant, Walter
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Armorel of Lyonesse: A Romance of To-day
Besant, Walter
Fraud -- Fiction; Isles of Scilly (England) -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
'That old spirit is not dead, but sleeping, Roland. You have not
driven it forth. It is your own still. You have only silenced its
voice for a while. You think that you have killed it; but you remember
it still. Thank God! it has been only sleeping. If it were dead you
would not remember. Let it wake again. Oh! Roland--let it wake
again--again. Oh! Roland--Roland--my friend and Master----' She could
say no more.
The man raised his head. It is a shameful and a terrible thing to see
the face of a man who is disgraced and conscious of his shame. Perhaps
it is worse to see the face of a man who is disgraced and is
unconscious of his shame. He looked round, and saw the tears in the
girl's eyes and the quivering of her lips.
'The man you remember,' he said hoarsely, 'is dead and buried. He died
three years ago and more. Another man--a poor and mean creature--walks
about in his shape. He is unworthy to be in your presence. Suffer him
to go, and think of him no longer.'
'Not another man, because you remember the former. Roland, come back,
my old friend; come back!'
'It is too late.' But he wavered.
'It is never too late. Oh! I wonder--was it the Way of Pleasure or was
it the Way of Wealth?'
'Do I look,' he asked bitterly, 'as if it was the Way of Pleasure?'
'It is not too late, Roland. You have sinned against yourself. If it
were too late you would be happy after the kind of those who can live
in sin and be happy. Since you are not happy, it is not too late. The
doors of heaven stand open night and day for all.'
'You talk the old language, Armorel.'
'It is the language of my soul. I will say the same thing in any
tongue you please, so that you understand me.'
'To go back--to begin all over again--to go on as if the last three
years had never been----'
'Yes--yes--as if they had never been! That is best. As if they had
never been.'
'Armorel, do you know,' he asked her quickly--'do you know the
thing--the Awful Thing--that I have done?'
'Do not tell me. Never tell me.'
'Some day, I think I must. What shall I say, now?'
'Say that your footsteps are turned in the old way, Roland.'
He pushed back the chair and stood up. Now, if they had been measured,
he would have proved four inches and a half taller than the girl, for
he was half an inch short of six feet, and she was exactly five feet
seven. Yet as they stood face to face, it seemed to him--and to her as
well--as if she towered over him by as many inches as separate the
tallest woman from the smallest man. Nature thus accommodates herself
to the mental condition of the moment.
The small man, however, did a very strange thing. He drew forth a
pocket-book and took from it what Armorel perceived to be a cheque.
This he deliberately tore across twice, and threw the fragments into
the fire.
'You do not understand this act, Armorel. It is the turning of the
footstep.'
She took his hand and pressed it. 'I pray,' she said, 'that the way
may prove less thorny than you think!'
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