"Listen, Herr; I will tell you why it is honorable. The Prince and the
King? I fear the one as little as I do the other. It is not the
Prince, it is not the King, it is not the principality. Herr, I have
come near to being a very wicked woman, who was about to break the most
sacred promise a sovereign can make. Before I came here a delegation
of my people approached me. On bended knees they asked me not to
voluntarily return the principality to the King, who was likely to give
them a ruler rapacious or cruel or indifferent. And while they
understood what a sacrifice it meant to me, they asked me to bend my
will to the King's and wed the Prince, vowing that I alone should be
recognized as their sovereign ruler. Since my coronation they said
that they had known the first happiness in years. Herr, it was so
pathetic! I love my people, who, after all, are not adopted since I
was born here. So I gave my promise, and, heaven forgive me, I was
about to break it! There are some things, Herr, which the publican
does not understand. One of these is the duty a sovereign owes to the
people. The woman in me wishes to follow your fortunes, though they
carry her to the ends of the world; but the sovereign sees but one
path--honor and duty. What is one human heart to a hundred thousand?
A grain of sand. Herr, let mine be broken; I shall not murmur. Alas!
to be a princess, a puppet in this tinsel show of kings and queens! It
is my word and the King's will which have made my happiness an
impossibility. Though I love you, I wish never to see you again. I
shall be wife but in name, yet I may not have a lover. I am not a
woman of the court. I am proud of my honor, though the man who is to
be my husband doubts that."
"No, Gretchen," said I, "he does not doubt it, but he wishes me to do
so. I believe in your innocence as I believe in your love."
"It is sad, is it not," said she, "that we must go through our days
loving each other and all the world standing between? I have never
loved a man before; I did not want to love you. I did not know that I
loved you till I saw that your life was in danger. Yet I am glad that
I have lived for a brief second, for till a woman loves she does not
live. I am brave; do you be likewise. I shall go back to the world,
and who shall know of the heart of fire beneath the ice! Not even the
man I love. Kiss me; it is the last kiss I shall take from the lips of
any man."
And it seemed to me that our souls met in that last kiss, melted and
became one. Her hands dropped to her side, and swiftly she sped from
the room.
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