Not once did Ralph come to see her. She found in her room flowers and
fruit which his nurse brought her, books and magazines. Ralph kept out
of sight in the little lanes which wound between the vineyards on the
ridges hard by. He watched her from a distance and poured forth to her,
in his heart, long speeches, teeming with the passion that grew more
intense every day.
He gathered from her movements and her supple carriage that life was
welling up in her, like an almost dried-up spring into which fresh
water flows again. A dusk was falling over the hours of terror, the
sinister faces, the corpses and the crimes and over and above
forgetfulness there was the expansion of a tranquil happiness, serious
and unconscious, sheltered from the past and even from the future.
“You are happy, lady with the green eyes,” he murmured. “Happiness is a
state of mind which allows one to live in the present. While suffering
nourishes itself on painful memories and hopes by which it is not
duped, happiness mingles itself with all the little things of everyday
life and transforms them into elements of serenity and joy. Yes, you
are happy. When you pluck the flowers or stretch yourself out on your
lounge chair, you do it with an air of contentment.”
On the twentieth day came a letter from him inviting her to go for a
motor drive one morning the following week. He had important things to
discuss with her.
Without hesitating, she wrote to accept the invitation.
On the appointed morning she walked along the little rocky lanes which
brought her down to the high road where Ralph was waiting.
When she caught sight of him, she stopped short in a sudden, disquieted
confusion—like a woman who asks herself at a solemn moment whither she
is directing her steps and whither circumstances are taking her. But he
came to her quickly and signed to her to be silent. It was for him to
say the words that must be said.
“I did not doubt that you would come,” he said. “You knew that we must
see one another again because this tragic business is not yet at an end
and certain parts of the problem still await solution. Which they are,
is of little importance to you. You have given me a commission to
arrange everything, to solve everything and to do everything. You will
simply obey me. You will let yourself be guided by my hand, and
whatever happens, you will no longer be afraid. That is over, the fear
which overwhelms and presents visions of hell. Isn’t that so? You will
smile beforehand at the things that happen, and welcome them as
friends.”
He held out his hand. She allowed him to press hers. She would have
liked to speak and tell him that she was grateful, that she trusted
him. But she must have understood the vanity of such words, for she was
silent.
They started and passed through the old village of Royat, with its hot
baths.
The hands of the church clock pointed to half-past eight. It was a
Saturday, the fifteenth of August. The mountains rose under the
sunniest of skies.
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