After a long silence he began again in a dull voice: “We’re still worse
enemies than we were before you went away. You have come back quite
different. What did you do, Aurelie—not at Sainte-Marie—but during the
first three weeks during which I was hunting for you like a mad-man,
before I thought of the convent? That wretched fellow William—you did
not love him that I know. Nevertheless, you followed him. Why? And what
became of the two of you? What has become of him? I have an intuition
that very serious things happened. I see that you are worried to death.
In your delirium you talked like one who had been flying without
stopping; and you kept seeing blood-corpses.”
She shuddered. “No, no!” she cried. “It is not true. You misunderstood
me.”
“I did not understand you,” he replied, shaking his head. “Look, at
this very moment your eyes are terrified. One would think that your
nightmare was still going on.”
He came nearer to her and said slowly: “You need a long rest, my poor
child, and that is what I want to suggest to you. This morning I asked
for leave and we will go away. I swear to you that I will not say a
single word that might offend you. What is more, I will not say a word
about that secret which you ought to have confided to me, since it
belongs as much to me as to you. I will not even try to read it in the
depths of your eyes in which it hides itself and in which I have so
often tried, by force I confess, to find the key to this insoluble
problem. I will leave your eyes alone, Aurelie. I will never look at
you again. That is my definite promise. But come with me, poor child,
you rack me with pity. You are waiting for I do not know what, and it
is only misfortune which can respond to your appeal. Come with me.”
She kept silence with a stubborn obstinacy. The quarrel between them
was past mending; it was impossible to utter a word which would not
inflict a wound, or be an outrage. The odious passion of Bregeac
separated them more than all that had happened and than the profound
reasons which had always set them in opposition.
“Will you?” he said at last.
She said firmly: “I will not. I cannot stand your presence any longer.
I can no longer live in the same house with you. I shall go away at the
first opportunity.”
“And not alone—any more than the first time,” he sneered. “It’s
William, I suppose.”
“I’ve got rid of William.”
“Some one else then, some one for whom you are waiting, I’m convinced
of it. Your eyes are always looking for him—your ears are always
listening for him. Yes: at this very moment!”
The front door had been opened and shut.
“What did I tell you?” cried Bregeac with an evil laugh. “One would
really think that you were hoping that some one was going to come. No,
Aurelie; no one will come, neither William, nor any one else. It is
Valentine whom I sent to the Ministry to fetch my courrier, for I shall
not go there again.”
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