"Well! I believed, yes, I believed, that it was love for another, a love
that was not returned, scorned perhaps, and that such unrequited love
was the cause of all the grief which you said was without cause and
unreasonable."
"You believed that,--you!" and she raised her eyes to heaven.
"Yes, I believed it; and then I became wild with hate and despair, for
every one of your confessions was a wound, an insult, an agony to
me,--to me who loved you so fondly."
"You could believe that,--you!" repeated Marguerite, gazing on me with
painful emotion, while two tears trickled slowly down her pale cheeks.
"Yes, and I believe it still."
"You believe it still. But you must think me infamous. Do you not know?"
"I know," I cried out, interrupting her, "I know that I love you to
distraction. I know that another man causes you such suffering as I feel
for you. Well, then, such thoughts have made me desperate, and I am
going away."
"You are going away?"
"Yes, this very night. I did not dare to see you again. I need all my
courage, and I will have it."
"You are going to leave me! But _mon Dieu! mon Dieu!_--and I!"--cried
out Marguerite, and she joined her hands in a gesture that was both
suppliant and despairing, and then fell on her knees before a chair that
stood near by.
How can I ever tell the joy that was awakened in me by that last word of
Marguerite's, "and _I_!"
It was not simply an avowal of love that I heard, but the agonising cry
of her broken heart, which no longer had any hope but in my affection.
Although I still believed her to be under the influence of an unrequited
passion, I had not the courage to renew the scene I had witnessed in the
morning. Still I could not refrain from saying, sadly:
"And that portrait?"
"Here it is," she replied, handing me the medallion, whose crystal was
half broken off.
When I held the portrait between my hands I endured for a moment the
bitterest anguish; I dared not look at the face, fearing to see the
likeness of some one that I knew. When I had overcome this childish
terror, I looked at it. It was the face of a stranger! I saw a noble and
handsome face whose expression was both mild and severe; the hair was
brown, the eyes blue, the whole physiognomy expressed refinement and
grace; the costume was very simple, the only decoration being a broad
orange ribbon with white edges, and a golden medal worn on the left side
of the coat.
"And whose portrait is this?" said I, sadly, to Marguerite.
"It is the portrait of the man I most loved and respected,--M. de
Pënâfiel."
She burst into tears and hid her face in her hands.
Then I understood it all, and believed that I should die of shame and
remorse.
This one word tore the veil from the past, and showed me the frightful
injustice of my suspicions.
"Ah, how you must despise and hate me!" I cried out in my distress. She
gave no answer, but held out her hand that I knelt before and kissed
with as much veneration as love.
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