"I am stifling," she said, "I am restless, nervous, agitated, the
weather is so stormy."
She then asked me to give her my arm, as she was going to walk in the
park. Contrary to her custom, she requested Madame Paul, Irene's nurse,
to follow us with the little girl.
We followed the winding avenue of the woods, and soon came upon the
arbour, covered with _glycynia_, where she had waited for me with Irene
the first day of my arrival at the Grove.
I know not whether it was emotion, or fatigue, or indisposition, but
Catherine complained of feeling tired, and seated herself on a bench.
The sun had just set; the sky was covered with clouds, gilded by the
last rays of the sun. Almost continuously the entire hemisphere was
illumined with vivid flashes of summer lightning, which Irene watched
with a curious and tranquil air.
Catherine did not speak, and seemed deeply absorbed.
Twilight had begun to darken the woods, when Irene, who was resting on
her nurse's lap, fell asleep.
"Madame," said Madame Paul, "Mlle. Irene is falling asleep, and the
doctor was very particular that she should not be exposed to the damp
evening air."
"Let us go home," said Catherine, as she rose.
She felt so weak that she leaned on my arm with her whole weight.
We walked a few steps, but very slowly; Madame Paul was in front with
Irene.
Suddenly I felt Catherine giving way, and she said, in a broken voice,
"I cannot take another step, I am prostrated."
"Just make an effort," I said to her, "to reach the chalet, which is
close at hand, and you can rest on the bench at the door."
"But, Irene!" she exclaimed, anxiously.
A turn in the road hid the nurse, who was already some way in advance.
I supported Catherine, and a few seconds later she was seated at the
entrance of the chalet.
The threatening clouds had dispersed; at our feet we saw the lake
reflecting the stars as they made their appearance; the perfume of
flowers, rendered more acute by the warm and sultry weather, permeated
the atmosphere; there was not a breath of air, not a sound.
The night was so soft, so balmy and clear, that in the uncertain light I
could perfectly distinguish Catherine's features. My whole being seemed
concentrated in my heart, which was beating violently.
Like Catherine, I felt overpowered, unnerved, by the warm, perfumed air
which surrounded us.
Madame de Fersen was seated, resting on cushions, her head leaning on
her hands.
The calm was so intense that I could hear Catherine's panting breath. I
fell into a deep reverie, at once sad and blissful.
Never, perhaps, would I have a more favourable opportunity to unbosom
myself to Catherine; but my scruples, and the dread of seeming to ask
reward for a service rendered, kept me silent.
Suddenly she exclaimed:
"I implore you, do not leave me to my thoughts; let me hear your voice.
Tell me all you wish, but speak to me; in the name of Heaven, speak to
me!"
"What shall I say?" I replied, submissively.
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