Children's stories; Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Christmas -- Juvenile fiction
This was a fair analysis of Clare's character. It was also much like
the thoughts which passed through Margery's mind, only she did not put
them into words. They were not mingled with any idea of blame.
"It is her nature," said Margery to herself; "and perhaps it is not to
be regretted that she is able to make so many pleased for the time. I
sometimes wish I could exercise the same charm, only I cannot love for
an hour or a day. My misfortune is that I love too long and too well."
There was one result of Clare's fascinations that gave pain to the
nobler nature of Margery. She could see that whilst Clare charmed and
forgot so many of her admirers in turn, she caused no little suffering.
"Perhaps," thought Margery, "she knows not what she does. But those
bright eyes and winsome ways wound whilst they charm, and often the
wound does not easily heal, or leaves a life-long scar."
It was true enough. Clare came off unscathed. She received attentions
from many, was impartially fascinating to each individual of those who
hovered around, ready to obey her commands or anticipate her wishes.
She had sweet smiles and graceful thanks for each; but when men lost
their hearts and tried to whisper love tales in her ear, her manner
changed in a moment.
"You do grieve me," she would say, as her lovely eyes filled with
tears. "I am so sorry. I try to be just the same to everybody. I never
dreamed you could make the mistake of thinking that I encouraged
anything of that kind. Forgive me if I have pained you; I never meant
it. I am only a child—just turned eighteen—and far too young and
foolish to think of marrying."
Probably the poor half-maddened suitor would say he did not wish to
marry yet. He would wait her time; "any time, if she could give him a
word of hope."
"But I cannot; it would be wrong. I do not feel in that way at all,
and I shall not marry for years and years, if ever. Besides, I have a
sacred duty to fulfil. Do you not know that I belong to Margery? I was
sent to her as a Christmas gift from her dear little dead sister. I
shall never leave Margery, and if she marries first, as she ought to
do, being the elder, I must stay with mother."
All these pretty words would make the suitor more in love than before,
and more despairing of ever deserving or winning such beauty and
goodness as were combined in Clare Austin.
Barbara's prophecy, "She will make somebody's heart ache," was
fulfilled again and again.
At length Margery ventured to speak to Clare on the subject—
"Clare," she said, "I do not think you would be wilfully cruel, but you
are so very often."
"I, darling! What do you mean?" and Clare's face put on a look of
mingled unconsciousness of wrong-doing and pain at Margery's accusation.
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