Children's stories; Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Christmas -- Juvenile fiction
There was a red spot on each of Joyce's cheeks which told of inward
excitement; but she was outwardly calm as she replied—
"Thank you for offering me these dresses, but I cannot take, and I
shall not need them. Besides, however willing my cousins might be to
spare them, Russell will expect to have them when done with. When my
one black gown is too bad to wear, I shall use those I had before my—I
mean what I brought with me from Welton."
"But those are coloured. Respect for your relatives and for society
demands that you wear black during at least a year, for your father. As
to your cousins' dresses, they would not go to Russell whilst nearly as
good as new; but I presume your pride will not let you be seen in them,
though you have never been used to anything so handsome before."
"The dresses are very good," said Joyce; "but you will not see, and
society does not know me. Has not my uncle told you that I am going to
leave The Chase?"
"Going to leave! And pray where are you going? It is just like your
uncle to know of your plans and say nothing, but I consider it
disgraceful of you to act in such an underhand way, especially after
having had such a home as this." And Mrs. Evans waved her hand, as if
to indicate that all around her had been as much for Joyce's use and
comfort as for her own.
"I do not want to seem ungrateful," replied the girl. "I have been
sheltered here, and I have had far more dainty food than I needed, and
been surrounded with many more beautiful things than my eye was ever
accustomed to before. Yet, forgive me for saying it, I have not been
happy. Nobody loves me, nobody wants me here, and I am very lonely.
Perhaps, if my cousins and I had seen a good deal of each other when we
were children, it would have been different; but I was really almost
a stranger when I came. I hoped they would have liked me, but being
relatives always at a distance from each other is not like growing up
as playfellows and friends. I suppose people cannot like each other
just because they wish to do, and Adelaide and Augusta have so many
friends of their own without me. So I thought it would be better for
me to try and obtain a situation—and work for my bread. I should like
to feel that I have a place to fill, and something to do; to know that
I am wanted, if only by little children. I have obtained a situation
to which I shall go in two days. My uncle knows about it, but he only
heard the particulars just before he was called from home so suddenly
yesterday, and I suppose he had not time to tell you. He does not blame
me for wishing to be independent of help and owe my livelihood to my
own exertion. He has always been very good to me."
The girl's voice trembled a little at this allusion to her uncle,
but Mrs. Evans showed no sign of sympathy. She sat and listened with
the frigid manner which she deemed dignified and becoming, and Joyce
continued—
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