She had feared some demonstration of the passion shown on the ship--or
at least some disturbing outburst she had armed herself to quench. But
this--such scant courtesy or gratitude as this--left her absolutely
impotent and baffled.
She was piqued, disappointed, chagrined. It was horrid of anyone, she
was sure, to be so outrageously unfeeling. There was nothing, however,
she could do, and nothing she could say. Standing there, mortified,
almost angry, and conscious she was burning guiltily red with various
emotions that he did not even notice, was such a footless and
irritating proceeding, with the situation robbed of its point.
She turned away, fairly ready to cry with vexation, and pretended to
make herself busy with things already well prepared for their evening
meal. But the new rebellion of her nature, partially begotten by the
uncontrolled and uncontrollable impulses loosed in the jungle the
previous night, when Grenville lay helplessly stunned, with his head
loosely pillowed on her knee, was not to be longer contained. She
presently fled from before the cavern, across, through the shadows of
the terrace, to the hidden shelf where Grenville had angled for fish.
There she suddenly sank to her knees on the rocks and covered her face
with her hands.
"I hate him!" she said, in a hot and passionate utterance, suggestive
of a sob. "I hate him! I hate him! I hate every man that ever
lived--and you, Gerald Fenton, as much as all the others!"
She snatched off the ring from her finger. It was Fenton's ring, with
a single stone that gleamed in the failing light. It seemed to her to
represent the man far absent from her side.
"It was you who brought it all about!" she continued, in her fiercely
waging conflict, and, overwrought, she cast it down on the ledge as if
it burned her palm.
It bounded lightly where it struck and, clearing the shelf, fell
swiftly downward to the water. A gasp and a moan escaped her lips
together. Vividly, of a sudden, she remembered Grenville's prediction
that she would throw it away in the sea.
"Oh, Gerald, I didn't mean to!" she moaned. "I didn't! You've got to
believe me!" She sank farther forward on the ledge, her face closely
hidden in the curve of her loose brown arm. She wept and wept there,
bitterly, in a mood of mixed emotions.
"I hate him! I hate him!" she said, as before. "It's not my fault in
the least!"
And after a time, as Grenville did not come, she returned to the camp
alone.
CHAPTER XXI
MOLTEN METAL AND HOPES
The following day was calmer for Elaine, and vastly interesting, since
Grenville's smelting operations were begun. She told herself that
interest only laid its hold upon her nature, and, being a woman, she
knew.
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