English fiction -- 20th century; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Mrs. Below inspired vehemently, cast a reproachful glance skywards, as
though to suggest that, while allowing and prepared to suffer the
inscrutable authority of God, she expected it to be counted to her for
righteousness, and set her teeth.
“Go and change,” she said shortly, using the tone of one who, tried
beyond endurance, forgets that he is addressing a fellow-man. “I never
thought I should have to dress you, but it seems I was wrong. We’re
going to play golf, my darling—not tennis. Golf.”
“I—I know,” faltered Peregrine, “but——”
“That’s right,” said his wife. “Argue the point. Give me the lie. Where
are you going?”
“To change,” said her husband thickly.
“What about the car?”
In a silence too charged for words, Peregrine turned.
“You see?” continued his wife. “Your own convenience first, and mine
second. The car’s for me, the shoes are for you. Instinctively you put
the shoes first. . . .” She shrugged her shoulders, and a bleak look
settled on her face. “Of course I blame myself. I’ve spoiled you. You’re
naturally selfish, and because I loved you and wanted you to be happy I
spoiled you to death. And now I’m paying for it.” For a moment she
appeared to contemplate her state. Then she flung up her head. “And you
stand by, looking like a plaster saint!” Her eyes raked him vertically.
“My word, that injured air! Always the little innocent—the poor little
village idiot that’s always being accused of something he’s never done.
I suppose you hope one day to get away with it. Melt my heart, or
something. Well, the sooner you realize that martyrdom makes me tired,
the better for you. If you don’t agree, why not say so and put your
point like a man? But you could never do that. The trouble with you is
that you weren’t at a Public School. There you’d have learned manners
and—well, they’ve got a very short way with plaster saints.”
After a moment—
“I’ll go and order a car,” said her husband quietly, and left the room.
The disorder was a very ordinary one, but it was a bad case.
In the first place, it is due to Peregrine to say that he was not fair
game.
When Mrs. Below observed that her husband ought to have gone to a public
school she hit the nail on the head. That would have altered everything.
But Peregrine was an only and delicate child. When he was twelve he had
spent six years on his back. Not until he was twenty had he been ‘passed
sound.’ His most impressionable years had been spent in a shelter such
as only a widow’s devotion to a son who is not expected to live can ever
erect. He certainly went to Oxford, but use held. His vacations were
happier than the terms he kept, and after two years he returned to his
mother’s side. Then the War came. . . . One morning his Commission
arrived. His mother shared his joy, but died in her sleep that night.
Three years later the sparrow fell on the ground.
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