English fiction -- 20th century; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Joan bore Peregrine no grudge. It was not a case of forgiveness: Joan
had nothing to forgive. Peregrine and she had been undone—by a third
party. The wretched, stumbling note that had broken her heart was in his
handwriting, but it was not his note. Their common enemy had written
it—the future Mrs. Below. Joan hated Mrs. Below with a bitter, undying
hate.
She hoped—prayed that Peregrine was happy: that he never could be so
happy as he would have been with her she had no manner of doubt. He was
her man.
It follows that when after seven years Joan Purchase Atlee encountered
Peregrine _and found his eyes lacklustre_ she was profoundly moved.
Her letter to her twin-sister in distant Philadelphia shall speak for
itself.
. . . . _I’ve seen him, Betty—at last. He’s here, in this
hotel—Peregrine Carey Below, my man. Two hours ago I stepped
out of the elevator almost into his arms. I nearly fainted. The
hall seemed to heel over and I had to walk uphill. Betty_,
he—didn’t—know—me. . . . _That hurt rather, at first. You
know. Nasty jar to one’s pride. The answer is that I’ve changed
even more than I knew. After all, seven years isn’t a
week-end. . . . But that’s by the way. The sting soon died in a
sense of immeasurable relief. Truly Providence is wise.
Supposing he had known me. What a hellish position it would have
been! Melodrama with an edge. . . . Never mind, Peregrine didn’t
know me, and that’s that. But, Betty, he’s miserable—so very
wretched. The moment I saw him I knew. He’s going grey at the
temples, but that’s nothing—he’s rising thirty-seven. But his
eyes, Betty, his eyes. I could have wept to see them. Dull and
strained they were—dull and strained and listless . . . his
blessed, gentle eyes. . . . Don’t think I’m such a fool as to
think it’s because of me. If it were, he’d have known me. No.
It’s his wife, Betty—Mrs. Carey Below. She’s making my man
wretched. Seven years ago she smashed my life, and now she’s
smashing his. . . . I don’t know how long it’s been going on. I
don’t know anything—yet. But I saw them go out this morning,
and I had a good look at her. Man-mad, Betty. Tough as you make
’em, with a mouth like a steel trap. Rather like Nesta Dudoy,
but better-looking. No use for women at all. Very well dressed,
and her clothes well put on. Hair too good to be true and a nice
skin._ And Peregrine fears her, _Betty. There wasn’t a taxi or
something, and he was all hot and bothered and ready to cry. ‘I
ordered it,’ he kept saying, ‘nearly an hour ago.’ She just
purred back at him, with veiled eyes. . . . It was really
painful. Peregrine rattled because she must wait thirty seconds
whilst they sent for a cab! One’s seen it before, of course: but
not in a man like him. He’s so quiet and reserved and strong
naturally that only a proper shock should be able to shake him
up—visibly, at any rate.
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