France -- History -- Francis I, 1515-1547 -- Fiction
"Mon Dieu!" cried Anne, gazing earnestly into Ascanio's face, and
seizing both his hands in hers: "Am I so fortunate that you are jealous?
Does the king's love offend you? Listen: hitherto I have been in your
eyes the duchess, wealthy, noble, powerful, offering to stir up crowned
heads and overturn thrones. Do you prefer the poor, lonely woman, out of
the world, with a simple white robe, and a wild flower in her hair? Do
you prefer that, Ascanio? Let us leave Paris, the court, the world! Let
us take refuge in some far off nook in your sunny Italy, beneath the
lofty pines of Rome, or on the shores of your lovely Bay of Naples. Here
I am: I am ready. O Ascanio, Ascanio, does it really flatter your pride,
that I would sacrifice a crowned lover for your sake?"
"Madame," said Ascanio, whose heart was beginning to melt in the flame
of so great a passion, "madame, my heart is too proud and too exacting;
you cannot give me the past."
"The past! O you men, you men! always cruel! The past! In God's name
ought an unfortunate woman to be compelled to answer for her past, when
it has almost always been made what it was by events and circumstances
stronger than herself? Suppose that a storm should arise and a whirlwind
carry you off to Italy; when you return, one year, two years, three
years hence, should you take it ill of your Colombe, whom you love so
dearly to-day, because she had obeyed her parents and married Comte
d'Orbec? Would you make her virtue a subject of reproach? would you
punish her for obeying one of God's commandments? And if she had not
your memory to feed upon, if she had never known you,--if, in her
deathly ennui, crushed with grief, forgotten for a moment by God, she
had sought to gain some knowledge of that paradise called love, the door
of which was closed to her,--if she had loved another than her husband,
whom she could not love,--if in a moment of delirium she had given her
heart in exchange for another,--she would then be ruined in your eyes,
dishonored in your heart. She could no longer hope to be blessed by your
love, because she had not an unsullied past to give in exchange for your
heart. Oh! I repeat, it is unjust, it is cruel!"
"Madame--"
"Who told you that is not my story? Listen to what I say, and
believe what I declare to be the truth. I say again that I have suffered
for both; and this poor woman, whom God forgives, you refuse to forgive.
You do not understand how much greater and nobler it is to raise one's
self from the abyss after falling into it, than to pass close by without
seeing it, having the bandage of happiness over your eyes. O Ascanio,
Ascanio! I deemed you better than the others, because you were younger,
and fairer to look upon--"
"O madame!"
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