France -- History -- Francis I, 1515-1547 -- Fiction
"Ascanio, anger shall not furrow thy calm brow: grief, Colombe, shall
not disturb the pure outlines of thy face. I will take you in my arms,
soft-eyed, charming pair; I will bear you so through all the mire and
misery of life, and will not set you down until you have arrived safe
and sound at perfect joy; and then I'll gaze at you, and be happy in
your happiness. But you must have blind confidence in me; I have my own
peculiar ways, abrupt and hard to understand, and which may perhaps
alarm you a little, Colombe. I conduct myself somewhat after the manner
of artillery, and I go straight to my goal, heedless of what I may meet
on the road. Yes, I think more of the purity of my intentions, I
confess, than of the morality of the means I use. When I set about
modelling a beautiful figure I care but little whether the clay soils my
fingers. The figure finished, I wash my hands, and that's the end of it.
Do you then, mademoiselle, with your refined and timorous heart, leave
me to answer to God for my acts. He and I understand each other. I have
a powerful combination to deal with. The count is ambitious, the provost
avaricious, and the duchess very subtle. They are each and all very
powerful. You are in their power, and in their hands, and two of them
have rights over you: it may perhaps be necessary to resort to craft and
violence. I shall arrange it, however, so that you and Ascanio will have
no part in a contest in every way beneath you. Come, Colombe, are you
ready to close your eyes, and allow yourself to be led? When I say, 'Do
this,' will you do it?--'Remain there,' will you remain?--'Go,' will you
go?"
"What does Ascanio say? asked Colombe.
"Colombe," returned the apprentice, "Benvenuto is great and good: he
loves us and forgives the injury we have done him. Let us obey him, I
implore you."
"Command me, master," said Colombe, "and I will obey you as if you were
sent by God himself.
"Very well, my child. I have but one thing more to ask you; it will cost
you dear, perhaps, but you must make up your mind to it; thereafter your
part will be confined to waiting, and allowing circumstances and myself
to do our work. In order that both of you may have more perfect faith in
me, and that you may confide unhesitatingly in one whose life may not be
unspotted, but whose heart has remained pure, I am about to tell you the
story of my youth. All stories resemble one another, alas! and sorrow
lies at the heart of every one. Ascanio, I propose to tell you how my
Beatrice, the angel of whom I have spoken to you, came to be associated
with my existence; you shall know who she was, and you will wonder less
no doubt at my determination to abandon Colombe to you, when you realize
that by that sacrifice I am but beginning to pay to the child the debt I
owe the mother. Your mother! a saint in paradise, Ascanio! Beatrice
would say blessed; Stefana would say crowned."
"You have always told me, master, that you would tell me your whole
story some day."
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