France -- History -- Francis I, 1515-1547 -- Fiction
"I soon adopted the habit of submitting to her every piece of work that
I completed, and she would point out its imperfections and advise me
with extraordinary sagacity. Solitude and sorrow had inspired and
elevated her mind more than one would think possible. Her words, which
were at once innocent and profound, taught me more than one secret of my
art, and often opened new possibilities to my mind.
"I remember one day when I showed her a medal which I was engraving for
a cardinal, and which had a representation of the cardinal's head on one
side, and on the other Jesus walking on the sea, and holding out his
hand to St. Peter, with this legend: '_Quare dubitasti?_' Wherefore
didst thou doubt?
"Stefana was well pleased with the portrait, which was a very good
likeness, and very well executed. She looked at the reverse in silence
for a long while.
"'The face of Our Lord is very beautiful,' she said at last, 'and if it
were intended for Apollo or Jupiter I should find nothing to criticise.
But Jesus is something more than beautiful; Jesus is divine. The lines
of this face are superb in their purity, but where is the soul? I admire
the man, but I look in vain for the God. Consider, Benvenuto, that you
are not an artist simply, but a Christian as well. My heart, you know,
has often bled; that is to say, alas! my heart has often doubted; and I,
too, have shaken off my depression when I saw Jesus holding out his hand
to me, and have heard the sublime words, "Wherefore hast thou doubted?"
Ah, Benvenuto, your image of him is less beautiful than he. In his
celestial countenance there was the sadness of the afflicted father, and
the clemency of the king who pardons. His forehead shone, but his mouth
smiled; he was more than great, he was good.'
"'Wait a moment, Stefana,' said I.
"I effaced what I had done, and in a few moments I once more began upon
the Savior's face under her eyes.
"'Is that better?' I asked, as I handed it to her.
"'Oh yes!' she replied, with tears in her eyes; 'so our blessed Lord
appeared to me when I was heavy-hearted. Yes, I recognize him now by his
expression of compassion and majesty. Ah, Benvenuto! I advise you always
henceforth to follow this course: before taking the wax in hand, be sure
of the thought; you possess the instrument, master the expression; you
have the material part, seek the spiritual part; let your fingers never
be aught but the servants of your mind.'
"Such was the counsel given me by that child of sixteen, in her sublime
good sense. When I was alone I reflected upon what she had said to me,
and realized that she was right. Thus did she guide and enlighten my
instinct. Having the form in my mind, I sought the idea, and to combine
the form and the idea in such wise that they would issue from my hands a
perfectly blended whole, as Minerva came forth all armed from the brain
of Jupiter.
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