France -- History -- Francis I, 1515-1547 -- Fiction
"Whatever the feeling which influences me, madame, and though I were to
be disgraced in your eyes, I shall venture to decline hereafter to talk
with you upon this subject. I have sworn a solemn oath that everything
connected with that memory shall be dead and buried in my heart."
"Am I mistaken?" thought the duchess; "and has Ascanio no part in this
transaction? Can it be that the child has followed some other adorer,
voluntarily or perforce, and, although lost to my ambitious schemes, has
served the interests of my passion by her flight?"
Having indulged in these reflections beneath her breath, she continued,
aloud:--
"Ascanio, you beg me not to speak of her again, but you will at least
allow me to speak of yourself. You see that in obedience to your
entreaty I do not insist, but who knows if this second subject will not
be even more disagreeable to you than the first? Who knows--"
"Forgive me for interrupting you, madame," said the young man, "but your
kindness in granting me the favor I ask emboldens me to ask another.
Although of noble birth, I am simply a poor, obscure youth, reared in
the gloom of a goldsmith's workshop, and from that artistic cloister I
am suddenly transported to a brilliant sphere, involved in the destiny
of empires, and, weak creature that I am, having powerful noblemen for
enemies, and a king for rival. And such a king, madame! François I.,
one of the most powerful princes in Christendom! I have suddenly found
myself elbow to elbow with the most illustrious names of the age. I have
loved hopelessly, I have been honored with a love I could not return!
And with whose love? Great God! yours, madame, one of the loveliest and
noblest women on earth! All this has sown confusion within me and
without; it has bewildered and crushed me, madame.
"I am as terrified as a dwarf awaking to find himself among giants: I
haven't an idea in its place, not a feeling which I can explain. I feel
lost among all these terrible animosities, all these implacable
passions, all these soaring ambitions. Madame, give me time to breathe,
I conjure you; permit the poor shipwrecked wretch to collect his
thoughts, the convalescent to recover his strength. Time, I hope, will
restore order in my mind and my life. Time, madame, give me time, and in
pity's name see in me to-day only the artist who comes to ask if his
lily is to your taste."
The duchess stared at Ascanio in doubt and amazement; she had not
supposed that this young man, this child, was capable of speaking in
this grave, stern, poetic fashion; she felt morally constrained to obey
him, and confined her conversation to the lily, praising and advising
Ascanio, and promising to do her utmost to send him very soon the large
diamond to complete his work. Ascanio thanked her, and took his leave
with every mark of gratitude and respect.
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