France -- History -- Francis I, 1515-1547 -- Fiction
"Oh! do not make my suffering matter for raillery, madame; do not mock
at my agony. I have suffered keenly; but I realized that the child was
no more made for me than Ascanio for you. Listen, madame: we are both,
if I may be pardoned for the comparison, of those exceptional and
uncommon natures which lead an existence of their own, have feelings and
emotions peculiar to themselves, and rarely find themselves in accord
with others. We both obey, madame, a sovereign idol, the worship of
which has expanded our hearts and placed us higher than mankind. To you,
madame, ambition is all in all; to me, art. Now our divinities are
jealous, and exert their sway always and everywhere. You desired Ascanio
as a crown, I desired Colombe as a Galatea. You loved as a duchess, I as
an artist. You have persecuted, I have suffered. Oh! do not think that
I wrong you in my thoughts; I admire your energy, and sympathize with
your audacity. Let the vulgar think what they will: from your point of
view it is a great thing to turn the world upside down in order to make
a place for the person one loves. I recognize therein a strong and
masterful passion, and I admire characters capable of such heroic
crimes; but I also admire superhuman characters, for everything which
eludes foresight, everything outside the beaten paths, has an attraction
for me. Even while I loved Colombe, madame, I considered that my
domineering, unruly nature would be ill mated with that pure angelic
soul. Colombe loved Ascanio, my harmless, sweet-natured pupil; my rough,
vigorous temperament would have frightened her. Thereupon, in a loud,
imperative tone, I bade my love hold its peace, and as it remonstrated I
called to my assistance my art divine, and by our united efforts we
floored the rebellious passion and held it down. Then Sculpture, my
true, my only mistress, touched my brow with her burning lips, and I was
comforted. Do as I have done, Madame la Duchesse, leave these children
to their angel loves and do not disturb them in their heaven. Our domain
is earth, with its sorrows, its conflicts, and its intoxicating
triumphs. Seek a refuge against suffering in ambition; unmake empires to
distract your thoughts; play with the kings and masters of the world to
amuse yourself. That would be well done, and I would applaud your
efforts. But do not wreck the peace and happiness of these poor
innocents, who love each other with such a pure, sweet love, before the
face of God and the Virgin Mary."
"Who are you, Master Benvenuto Cellini? I do not know you," said the
duchess in blank amazement. "Who are you?"
"Vrai Dieu! a man among men, as you are a woman among women," rejoined
the goldsmith, laughing with his customary frankness; "and if you do not
know me, you see that I have a great advantage over you, for I do know
you, madame."
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