Ashcliffe Hall: A tale of the last centuryHolt, Emily Sarah
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Ashcliffe Hall: A tale of the last century
Holt, Emily Sarah
England -- Social life and customs -- 18th century -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Religious fiction
Notwithstanding all Lady Ingram's condemnation of feelings, she was
just now overpowered by her own. In the foreground was amazement.
Had her little pug Venus opened its mouth and emitted a moral axiom,
she could hardly have been more astonished. Behind her surprise came
annoyance, amusement, and respect for the strange, new bravery of
Celia; but in the background, beyond all those, was a very unpleasant
and unusual sensation, which she did not attempt to analyze. It was,
really, the discovery of a character which she could not fathom, of a
strength which she could not weaken, of a temple into which she could
not enter. She had always prided herself upon her ability to read
every person's character at a glance: and here was the especial
character which she had set down as simple, and almost beneath
notice, presenting itself in an aspect which it was beyond her skill
to comprehend. She had not, indeed, forgotten Celia's confession at
the outset of their acquaintance; but she had set it down to her
English education, as a past phase of thought which she had succeeded
in dispelling. A little more banter on the one hand, and firmness on
the other, would, she thought, rid Celia of her absurd and obsolete
notions. She had threaded all the mazes, and she meant her speech
just uttered to be the last turn in the path, the last struggle
between herself and her step-daughter. And lo! here, at that last
turn, stood a guarded sanctuary, too strong for her weapons to
attack, into which she knew not the way, of whose services she had
never learned the language. A strange and sudden darkness fell over
her spirit. There was a Power here in opposition to her stronger
than her own. This simple, docile, untaught girl knew some strange
thing which she did not know. And with this conviction came another
and a disagreeable idea. Might it not be something which it
immediately concerned her to know? What if Celia were right--if all
things were not bounded by this life; if there were another, unknown
world beyond this world, guided by different laws? What if God were
real, and Heaven were real, and Hell were real? if there were a
point beyond which prayers were mockery, and penances were vain? A
veil was lifted up for a moment which had covered all this from her;
a dark, thick, heavy veil, which all her life she had been at work to
weave. A voice from Heaven whispered to her, and it said, "Thou
fool!" When moments such as these do not soften and convict, they
harden and deaden. The veil dropped, and Lady Ingram was herself
again--her heart more rock than ever. It was in a particularly cold,
hard voice that she spoke again.
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