Parent and child -- Fiction; Sardinia (Italy) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
"I swear it's true! Why should I say what isn't true? You are the most
beautiful, the gentlest, the sweetest of all girls. If you knew how I
thought of you when my landlady's two girls in the first house flung
themselves at me and at Battista! I felt as if they were some sort of
plague struck creatures while you--you were a saint, soft and pure, and
fresh, and lovely!"
"But I'm afraid I, too,--"
"That's quite different. Don't say such horrid things! You know I get
vexed when you are cold. We are betrothed. Isn't it true? Aren't we
going to marry each other? Tell me yes."
"Yes."
"Say that you love me."
"Yes."
"Don't say just Yes. Say it like this. I--love--thee."
"I--love--thee. If I didn't love you should I be here? Of course I love
you! I can't express myself, but I do love you; probably more than you
love me."
"It's not true. I love you most. But you do love me, yes I know it," he
continued, becoming grave, "you who might aspire to anyone, you are so
beautiful and so rich!"
"Rich? I don't know about that. Suppose I'm not?"
"I should like it much, much better."
They were silent, each grave, each following private thoughts; almost
divided.
"You know," he said suddenly, following the thread of his own ideas,
"I've been told your family has guessed our love. Is it true?"
"Yes," she said, after a short hesitation.
"Really? Really? Then your father is not angry?"
Margherita hesitated again. Then raised her head and said drily, "I
don't know."
From her manner Anania understood something unfavourable, something
unexpected which he could not make out. What was happening? Was the girl
hiding some disagreeable secret? His mind flew to her, to his mother, to
the distant phantom, and he asked if this shadow was coming between him
and his love.
"You must tell me frankly," he said, distractedly caressing her hands,
"what is going on? Am I to be allowed to aspire to you or not? May I go
on hoping? You know what I am; a poor dependent on your family; the son
of one of your servants."
"What nonsense!" she exclaimed impatiently. "Your father isn't a
servant. Even if he were, he's a man respected and honoured by everyone,
and that's enough."
"Honoured and respected!" Anania repeated to himself, pierced to the
soul. "Oh God, she is not honoured and respected!" But he reflected at
once that Margherita would not talk like this if she were thinking of
_that woman_. Probably the Carboni's all thought Olì was dead. She must
have something else on her mind.
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