Parent and child -- Fiction; Sardinia (Italy) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
"Hush! Patience! Don't be disowning the Lord's bounty, my son. Suppose
you had stayed here--what would have become of you? You might have ended
vilely--as a monk, a begging monk, a cowardly monk! Ah--don't let us
speak of it! Better to die than to end like that! And your mother would
have followed her own life just the same, because it was her destiny.
Even here, before she went away, do you suppose she was a saint? No, she
wasn't. Well! well! it was her destiny. For the last part of the time
she was here, she had a _carabiniere_ for a lover. He was transferred to
Nuraminis a few days before she took you away. After she had left
you--at least so the poor thing told me--she walked on foot to
Nuraminis, hiding by day, walking at night, half across Sardinia. She
joined the _carabiniere_ and they lived together for a while. He had
promised to marry her; but on the contrary he got tired, ill-treated
her, beat, impoverished, finally abandoned her. She followed her fated
path. She told me, and poor dear, she cried so as to move the
stones!--she told me she was always looking for work, but never could
get any. I tell you, it's Fate! It's Fate which robs some poor creatures
of work, just as it robs others of reason, health, goodness. It's
useless for the man or the woman to rebel. No! on to the death, on to
the crack of doom, but follow the thread which draws you! Well! at last
she did do a little better. She joined the blind singer, and they lived
for two years as man and wife. She led him about, to the country feasts,
from one place to another. They always went on foot, sometimes alone,
sometimes in companies of other wandering beggars. The blind man sang
songs of his own composition. He had a lovely voice. Here he sang a song
which made everybody cry. It was called "_The Death of the King_." The
Municipio gave him twenty _lire_, and the Rector had him to dinner. In
the three days he was here he got more than twenty crowns. The wretch!
He too had promised to marry the poor soul; but instead, when he found
she was ill and couldn't drag herself further, he also deserted her,
fearing he'd have to spend money in getting her cured. They went away
together from here to the Feast of St Elia; there the horrid man met a
company of mendicants from Campidano, going to the Feast at Gallura. He
went off with them leaving the poor creature, sick to death with fever,
in a shepherd's hut. Afterwards as I told you, she got a little better
and went here and there harvesting, lavender-picking, until the fever
broke her down completely. But a few days ago she sent to tell me she
was better----"
A shudder, vainly repressed, ran through Anania's limbs. What
wretchedness, what shame, what grief! What iniquity, human and divine!
None of the sad and blood-stained tales, related to him in his infancy
by this same rough woman, had ever seemed so terrible as this, had ever
made him tremble as did this.
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