Parent and child -- Fiction; Sardinia (Italy) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
The coffee pot was gurgling among the embers, and a piece of mutton hung
on a wooden spit, dropping its fat upon the burning ashes.
"Well?" said the youth.
"Patience, my jewel of gold! I couldn't find anyone I could trust to
take the message. My son is not in the neighbourhood."
"But the driver of the coach?"
"Patience, I tell you!" said the widow, rising and laying her distaff on
the stool. "I did ask the driver to tell her she must come here
to-morrow. I said, 'Tell her from me to come. Don't say a word about
Anania Atonzu! go, son, and God will reward you, for you'll be doing a
work of charity.'"
"Did he refuse to do it?"
"No, he said he would. He even promised to drive her up."
"She won't come! You'll see she won't come!" said Anania uneasily.
"She'll escape us again! Why didn't I go myself? But there's still
time."
He wanted to start at once for the Cantoniera, but without difficulty
allowed himself to be persuaded to wait.
Another sad night passed. Though his limbs were stiff with fatigue he
slept little, on that hard pallet where he had been born, on which he
wished that this night he might die. The wind shook the roof, roaring
like a sea in storm. It reminded Anania of his infancy; the distant
terrors, the wintry nights, the touch of his mother who clasped him to
her, more for fear than for love. No, she had not loved him. Why delude
himself? She had not loved him. Perhaps this had been Olì's worst
misfortune, her greatest loss. He felt it, he knew it; and sudden pity
rose in his breast for her, who had been the victim of destiny and of
men.
Had she come to-night, while he was in this mood, her son would have
received her tenderly, would have forgiven her.
But the long night passed, and a day broke, made melancholy by the wind.
He spent long restless hours which he considered among the most
distressing of his whole life. During these hours he roamed through the
alleys, as if storm driven; he went to the tavern and drank; he returned
to the widow's cottage and sat by the fire, shivering feverishly, his
nerves in a condition of acute irritation. Even Aunt Grathia could not
rest. She wandered about the house, and as soon as the modest midday
repast was over, she went forth to meet Olì.
"Remember she's afraid of you!" she said to Anania, urging him to great
quietness.
"Why, my good woman," he answered scornfully, "I shall hardly even look
at her! I have very few words to say."
More than an hour passed. The young man remembered bitterly the sweet
impatient hour he had spent waiting for Aunt Tatàna. Now he panted for
the coming of his mother, her coming which once and for all was to end
his torments. And all the time he was devoured by the dark desire--that
she should not come, should escape him again, should disappear for ever.
"In any case, she's ill," he thought with bitter satisfaction, "it's
impossible she can live long."
The widow came back alone, hurriedly.
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