Parent and child -- Fiction; Sardinia (Italy) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
As he ascended, the marvel of the sunset increased; he stopped his horse
that he might contemplate what seemed a symbolic picture. The mountains
had become violet; a long cloud of the same colour made a darkness above
the horizon; between the mountains and the cloud a great sun, rayless
and blood-red was going down in a heaven of gold. At that moment, he
knew not why, Anania felt good; good, but sorrowful. He had arrived at
sincerely desiring his mother's recovery. He felt a measureless pity for
her; and the beautiful childish dream of a life of sacrifice dedicated
to the unhappy one's redemption, shone in his soul, great and terrible
like that dying sun. But suddenly he perceived that this dream was only
for his own comfort; and he compared his belated generosity to a rainbow
curved over a country devastated by storm; it was splendid, but
altogether useless.
"What shall I do?" he repeated in new despair, "I shall love no more, I
shall believe no more. The romance of my life is ended; ended at
twenty-two, the age when most men are beginning theirs!"
When he reached Fonni it was already night. The outline of the tiled
roofs showed black against the stainless moonlit sky. The air was
perfumed and very fresh. The tinkle of the goats returning from pasture,
could be heard, the step of the herdsman's horse, the bark of his dogs.
Anania thought of Zuanne and of his distant childhood, more tenderly
than when he had been at Fonni a few days ago.
He dismounted at the widow's door, inquisitive heads appeared at the
windows, the low doors, the wooden balconies of the opposite houses. He
seemed expected, a mysterious whisper ran around, and he felt himself
wrapped in it, straitened as by a cold and heavy chain.
"She must be dead!" he thought, and stood motionless beside his horse.
Aunt Grathia came to the door, a lamp in her hand. She was even more
ghastly than usual, her small, bloodshot eyes sunk in great livid
circles.
Anania looked at her anxiously.
"How is she?"
"Ah! she is well. She has finished her penitence in this world," replied
the old woman with tragic solemnity. Anania understood that his mother
was dead. He could not feel sad, but neither did he feel the expected
sense of relief.
"Good God! Why didn't you send for me sooner? When did she die? Let me
see her!" he said, with anxiety exaggerated, but partly sincere. He
entered the kitchen which was illuminated by a great fire.
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