Parent and child -- Fiction; Sardinia (Italy) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
You are that fountain; you are the garden whose
flowers shall refresh my soul.
"Margherita, I am alone in the world, for you are all the world to me.
When I lose myself in the crowd, in the sea of unknown persons, it is
enough for me to think of you, and my heart swells with love to them
all, for your sweet sake. When your letters come, I am so happy I feel
quite giddy. I seem to have attained the summit of some great
mountain--if I stretch out my hand I shall touch the stars. It is too
much! I dread falling--falling into an abyss, being reduced to ashes by
contact with the stars. What would become of me, if, Margherita, if I
should lose you? I laugh when you tell me you are jealous of the
beautiful and cultured women whom I must be meeting here in Rome. No
woman could be to me what you are. You are my life, you are my past, my
home, my race, my dream. You are the mysterious wine which fills for me
the empty cup we call Life. Yes, I like to fancy life a cup which we
continually lift to our lips. For many this cup is never filled, and
they try painfully to suck what is not there, and die slowly for lack of
nourishment. But for others, and I belong to the happy number, the cup
contains divine ambrosia. . . .
"I have interrupted this letter, because Battista came to see me. He
seems getting into trouble with the two girls and wants to follow me
here. We shall see. I will speak to my landlady about it. I don't bear
malice, because as friend Pilbert assures me, hard words are things with
no real existence.
"I return to my letter, quite upset by a confidence made to me a few
minutes ago by Aunt Varvara. She tells me she knows Daga, having seen
him here with the _padrona_ several times. I don't like it, for you must
know Signora Obinu has not always borne the best of characters. I looked
questioningly at Aunt Varvara but she shut up her lips and shook her
head mysteriously. I promised next vacation to visit her old home and
learn its history for her during the last thirty years. This pleased her
so much that she let me catechize her a bit. I got out of her that
Signora Obinu left children in Sardinia, one of whom has been adopted by
a rich Signore of Campidano. Aunt Varvara thinks Battista Daga may be
Maria Obinu's son."
Anania stopped writing, and read and reread the last few lines. A little
black ant ran over the page and he looked at it with eyes full of
thought. What _was_ this little being called an ant? Why did it live?
Ought he to crush it with his finger or not to crush it? Was there such
a thing as Free-Will?
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