Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘No, I am not tired of my boat,’ she cried passionately. ‘I love it
with all my heart, and the dear river, and this place, and Madoline—and
you—if you would only let me love you. Father,’ she said in a low
tremulous voice, coming hurriedly to her father and kneeling at his
feet, with clasped hands uplifted beseechingly, ‘there are times in a
woman’s life when a light shines suddenly upon her, showing her where
her duty lies. I believe that it is my duty to go back to school,
somewhere in France, or Germany, where I can get on with my education
and grow serious and useful, as a woman ought to be. It will be very
hard, it will be parting from all I love best in the world, but I feel
and know that it is my duty. Let me go, dear father. The outlay of a
few pounds cannot affect you.’
‘Can it not? That shows how little you know of the world. When a man is
overweighted as I am in this place, living up to every sixpence of his
income, and so fettered that he cannot realise an acre of his estate,
every hundred he has to spend is of moment. Your education has been
a costly business already; and I distinctly refuse to spend another
sixpence on it. If you have not profited by my outlay, so much the
worse for you. Get up, child.’ She was still on her knees, looking
at him in blank despair. ‘This melo-dramatic fooling is the very last
thing to succeed with a man of my stamp. I detest heroics.’
‘Very well, father,’ she answered in a subdued tone, strangling her
sobs and standing straight and tall before him. ‘I hope if you should
ever have cause to blame me for anything in the future you will
remember this refusal to-day.’
‘I shall blame you if you deserve blame, you may be sure of that,’ he
answered harshly.
‘And never praise me when I deserve praise, and never love me, or
sympathise with me, or be a father to me—except in name.’
‘Precisely,’ he said, looking downward with a gloomy brow. ‘Except in
name. And now be kind enough to leave me. I have a good many letters to
write.’
Daphne obeyed without a word. When she was in the corridor outside, and
had shut the door behind her, she stopped for a few moments leaning
against the wall, looking straight before her with a countenance of
inexpressible sadness.
‘It was the only thing I could do,’ she murmured with a heavy sigh.
Sir Vernon told his elder daughter that afternoon of Daphne’s absurd
fancy about going back to school.
‘Did you ever hear of such a mass of inconsistency?’ he exclaimed
angrily. ‘After worrying you continually with appealing letters to be
brought home, she is tired of us all and wants to be off again in less
than six months.’
‘It is strange, papa, especially in one who is so thoroughly sweet and
loving,’ said Madoline thoughtfully. ‘Do you know I’m afraid it must be
my fault.’
‘In what way?’
‘I have been urging her to continue her education; and perhaps I may
have inadvertently given her the idea that she ought to go back to
school.’
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