Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘I daresay the effect would be the other way; but I might be a great
deal more useful. I might teach in a poor school, or nurse the sick, or
do something in some way to help my fellow-creatures. But sculling, and
billiard-playing, and lawn-tennis—isn’t it a horridly empty life?’
‘If there were not birds and butterflies, and many bright useless
things, this world wouldn’t be half so beautiful as it is, Daphne.’
‘Oh, now you are dropping into poetry, like Mr. Wegg, and I must go
to bed,’ she retorted, with good-humoured petulance, cheered by his
kindness. ‘Good-night, Edgar. You are always good to me. I shall always
like you,’ she said gently.
‘Always like me. Yes, I hope so, Daphne. And do you still think that
you would rather have had me than Gerald Goring for your brother?’
‘Ten thousand times.’
‘Yet he is a thoroughly amiable fellow, kind to everyone, generous to a
fault.’
‘A man with a million of money can’t be generous,’ answered Daphne; ‘he
can never give anything that he wants for himself. Generosity means
self-sacrifice, doesn’t it? It was generous of you to leave Hawksyard
at six in the morning in order to teach me to scull.’
‘I would do a great deal more than that to please you, and count it no
sacrifice,’ said Edgar gravely.
‘I am sure you would,’ answered Daphne, with easy frankness.
She was so thoroughly convinced that he would never leave off caring
for Madoline, and would go down to his grave fondly faithful to his
first misplaced affection, that no word or tone or look of his, however
significant, suggested to her any other feeling on his part than an
honest brotherly regard for herself.
‘Tell me what you think of Goring, now that you have had time to form
an opinion about him.’
‘I think that he is devoted to Lina, and that is all I want to know
about him,’ answered Daphne decisively.
‘And do you think him worthy of her?’
‘Oh, that is a wide question. There was never a man living except King
Arthur that I should think absolutely worthy of my sister Madoline; but
as he is lying in Glastonbury Abbey, I think Mr. Goring will do as well
as anyone else. I hope Lina will govern him, for his own sake as well
as hers.’
‘You think him weak, then?’
‘I think him self-indulgent; and a self-indulgent man is always a weak
man, isn’t he? Look at Gladstone now, a man of surpassing energy, of
illimitable industry, a man who will eat a snack of cold beef and drink
a glass of cold water for his luncheon, at his desk, in the midst of
his work, anyhow. Mr. Lampton, the new member who went up to see him,
gave us a sketch of him in his study, living so simply and working so
hard, so thoroughly homely and unaffected.’
‘Daphne, I thought you were a hardened little Tory!’
‘So I am; but I can admire the individual though I may detest his
politics. That is the kind of man I should like Lina to marry: a man
without a selfish thought, a man made of iron.’
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