Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘And did you really miss me at such moments, Gerald? When you were
looking at some especially lovely scene, had you really and truly a
feeling that I ought to have been by your side?’
‘Really and truly; the better half of myself was missing. Pleasure
was only a one-sided affair, as that moon will appear next week—an
uncomfortable-looking fragmentary kind of planet.’
‘I love to hear of your travels, Gerald,’ said Lina softly. ‘Have you
told me all about them, do you think?’
‘All that’s worth telling, I fancy,’ he answered lightly, with an
involuntary glance at Daphne to see if she were really asleep.
There was no quiver of the dark lashes, no movement in the restful
figure. Her face had that pale unearthly look which all faces have in
the moonlight. A pain shot through his heart as he thought that it was
thus she would look in death. It was one of those involuntary flashes
of thought which sometimes flit across a mind unacquainted with actual
sorrow—the phantom of a grief that might be.
When they arrived at South Hill Daphne wished her sister and Mr.
Goring a brief good-night, and went straight to her room. She had no
motive for awaiting her father’s home-coming. He would have nothing
to say to her. His only greeting would be a look which seemed to ask
what business she had there. It was on the stroke of eleven. Madoline
and Gerald walked up and down the gravel drive in front of the house,
waiting for the carriage from Warwick; and during this interval Mr.
Goring told his sweetheart how Edgar Turchill had been rejected by
Daphne. Madoline was deeply distressed by this news. She had made up
her mind that her sister’s life was to be made happy in this particular
way. She had imagined a fair and peaceful future in which she would be
living at the Abbey, and Daphne at Hawksyard—not a dozen miles apart.
And now this wilful Daphne had rejected the moated grange and its
owner, and that fair picture of the future had no more reality in it
than a mirage city seen from the dreary sands of a desert.
‘I thought she was attached to him,’ said Madoline, when she had been
told the whole story. ‘She has encouraged him to come here; she has
always seemed happy in his company. Half her life, since she came from
school, has been spent with him.’
‘In sober earnest, darling, I’m afraid this fascinating little sister
of yours is an arrant coquette. She has flirted with Edgar because
there was no one else to flirt with.’
‘Please don’t say that, Gerald, for I know you are mistaken,’ answered
Madoline eagerly. ‘Daphne is no flirt. She looks upon Edgar as a kind
of adopted brother. I have always known that, but I fancied that this
friendly trustful feeling of hers would lead in time to a warmer
attachment. As to coquetry, she does not know what it means. She is
thoroughly childlike and innocent.’
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