Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘Daphne, there is something in your tone that alarms me. It is so
unnatural in a girl of your age. While you were at Asnières, did you
ever see anyone—you were such a child, that it seems foolish to ask
such a question—but was there anyone at Asnières whom——’
‘Whom I fell in love with? No, dearest, there was no one at Asnières.
Madame Tolmache was most judicious in her selection of masters. I don’t
think the most romantic school-girl, fed upon three-volume novels,
could have fancied herself in love even with the best-looking of them.’
‘I can’t make you out, Daphne. Yet I think you might be very happy as
Edgar Turchill’s wife. It would be so nice for us to be living in the
same county, within a few miles of each other.’
‘Yes, that would be nice; and it would be nicer to be at Hawksyard than
to stay at South Hill when you are gone. Yet you see I have too much
self-respect to perjure myself, and pretend to return poor Edgar’s
affection.’
‘I have been thinking, Daphne, that perhaps some sense of mistaken
pride may stand between you and Edgar.’
And then, falteringly, ashamed of her own generosity, Madoline told her
sister how she meant to divide her fortune.
‘What!’ cried Daphne, turning pale; ‘take his money? Not a sixpence.
Never speak of it—never think of such a thing again.’
‘Whose money, dear? It is mine, and mine alone. I have the right to do
what I like with it.’
‘Would you dispose of it without asking Mr. Goring’s leave—without
consulting him?’
‘Hardly, because I love him too well to take any step in life without
asking his advice—without confiding fully in him. But he goes with me
in this heart and soul, Daphne; he most thoroughly approves my plan.’
‘You are very good—he is very generous—but I will never consent to
accept sixpence out of your fortune. You may be as generous to me as
you like—as you have always been, darling. You may give me gloves and
frocks and pocket-money, while you are Miss Lawford: but to rob you of
your rights; to lessen your importance as Mrs. Goring; to feel myself
under an obligation to your husband—not for all this wide world. Not if
money could make me happy—which it could not,’ she added with a stifled
sob.
‘Daphne, are you not happy?’ questioned Lina, looking at her with
sudden distress. ‘My bright one, I thought your life here was all
gladness and pleasure. You have seemed so happy with Edgar, so
thoroughly at your ease with him, that I fancied you must be fond of
him.’
‘Should I be thoroughly at my ease with a man I loved, unless—unless
our attachment were an old story—a settled business—like yours and Mr.
Goring’s?’
‘Why will you persist in calling him Mr. Goring?’
‘Oh, he is such a grand personage—the owner of an abbey, with
cloisters, and half a mile of hot-houses—I could not bring myself to
call him by his christian-name.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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