Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
Daphne gave herself up wholly to the delight of the hour. She had been
unusually cheerful and equable in her temper since New Year’s Day.
That parental blessing, freely and ungrudgingly given, seemed to have
sweetened her whole nature. She went to church with Madoline, and
prayed with all her heart and soul, and listened without impatience to
a string of seasonable platitudes, culled from the elder divines, and
pronounced in a humdrum style of elocution by the Reverend Marmaduke
Ferrers. She had been altogether blameless in her bearing and her
conduct in this new-fledged year: so much so that Mrs. Ferrers had
deigned to concede, with chilly patronage, that Daphne was beginning to
become a reasonable being.
She had been fighting her inward battle honestly and bravely. She had
avoided as much as possible that society which was so poisonously sweet
to her. She had been less exacting to her devoted slave, Edgar. She had
given more time to improving studies. She had taken up Mendelssohn’s
Lieder, and practised them industriously, breathing, ah! too much
soul into the pathetic passages, dwelling too fondly on the deep
ground-swell of melody, which carries a passionate heart along on its
fierce tide, and, in its fervid feeling and exaltation of spirit, is
akin to the actual triumph of a happy love.
Unconscious of the danger, and resolutely bent on curing herself of a
futile foolish attachment, she yet fed her passion with the fatal food
of poetry and music, finding in every heroine she most admired, from
Juliet to Enid, a love as inevitably doomed to misery as her own. But
all the while she was earnest in her desire to forget.
‘If my namesake, in the pride of her purity, could fly from a god who
adored her, surely it cannot be hard for me to harden my heart against
a man who does not care a straw for me,’ she told herself scornfully.
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