Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
Madoline’s first thoughts were of the pain of being parted from her
lover, whose presence had for so long been the sunshine of her days,
and so much a part of her life, that she seemed scarcely to live while
he was away from her. Existence was reduced to a mere mechanical moving
about, and doing duties which had lost all their savour. But these
first thoughts, being selfish, were swiftly succeeded in a mind so
entirely unselfish by other considerations. If it were for Gerald’s
good that he should go to the other end of the world, that they should
be parted for much longer than the five or six weeks of which he spoke
so lightly, it would not have been in Madoline’s nature to desire him
to forego even a possible advantage. She had fancied sometimes of late
that he was occasionally dull and low-spirited; and now this letter
explained all. He was out of health. He had been leading too quiet
and womanish a life, no doubt, in his willingness to spend his days
in her society. He had foregone all those hardy exercises and field
sports which are so necessary to a man who has no serious work in life.
Madoline’s telegram ran thus:
‘Go by all means, if you think the change will do you good. I tremble
at the idea of your crossing the sea at this time of the year. Let me
see you before you go. If you cannot come here, I will ask my aunt to
go to London with me that I may at least bid you good-bye.’
The answer came as quickly as electricity could bring it, and although
laconic, was satisfactory: ‘I will be with you about five o’clock this
afternoon.’
‘Dear fellow, how little he thinks of the trouble of travelling so many
miles to please me,’ thought Madoline; and the idea of her lover’s
affection sustained her against the pain of parting.
‘Next year I shall have the right to go wherever he goes,’ she told
herself.
Daphne heard of the Canadian expedition, but said so little about it
that Lina wondered at her coolness.
‘I thought you would have been more surprised,’ she said.
‘Did you? Why, there is really nothing startling or uncommon in the
idea,’ answered Daphne smilingly. ‘This rushing about the world for
sport seems the most fashionable thing among young men with plenty of
money. The Society Journals are always telling us how Lord This or Sir
John That has gone to the Rockies to shoot wild sheep, or to the North
Pole for bears, or to Hungary or Wallachia, or the Balkan range. The
beaten tracks count for nothing nowadays.’
When the afternoon came, Lina was alone to receive her lover. Daphne
had been seized with a dutiful impulse towards her aunt, and had gone
to drink tea at the Rectory, with Edgar in attendance upon her.
‘Won’t you defer your duty-visit till to-morrow, and wish Gerald
good-bye?’ asked Lina, when Daphne proposed the expedition.
‘No, dear; you can do that for me. This is an occasion on which you
ought to have him all to yourself. You will have so much to say to each
other.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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