Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
She had lived her day. The long vista of to-morrow and to-morrow opened
before her joyless gaze, and she could look down the tranquil path it
was her fate to tread, a wife beloved and honoured, a sister fondly
loved, a daughter reconciled with her father, mistress of a fine old
house, full of quaint and pleasant associations, established for life
in the heart of rural scenes which her soul loved. Surely it was not a
destiny to be contemplated with such profound sadness as shadowed her
face to-night, while she leant listlessly on her oars and drifted down
the full dark river.
All was very quiet below the bridge when she landed at the
boat-builder’s yard, and left her craft in charge of that amphibious
and more than half-intoxicated hanger-on who is generally to be found
waiting on fortune at every landing-stage. The walk to the church was
dark and shadowy; lights twinkling in the low cottage windows; glimpses
of home-life dimly seen through open doors. Daphne walked quickly to
the avenue of limes, that green odorous aisle that leads to the porch.
There had been evening service, and the lights were still burning
here and there, and the heavy old door stood ajar. Daphne pushed it
gently open, and crept into the church, past the stately monuments of
mediæval Cloptons, whose marble effigies reposed in solemn pomp upon
sculptured tombs, rich in armorial emblazonment. In the faint light and
mysterious shadow the stony figures looked like real sleepers, waiting
for the last dread summons. Daphne stole past them with noiseless
footfall, and crept along the aisle to the lovely old chancel, where,
just within the altar-rails, William Shakespeare takes his last earthly
rest. The sexton came out of the vestry to see whose footfall it was
that fell so lightly on that everlasting flint. Daphne was standing by
the altar-rail in a reverie, looking up at the calm sculptured face,
so serene in its contentment with a life which, in the vast range and
dominion of a mind that was in itself a kingdom, had held all things
worth having. These are the full and rounded lives, complete and
perfect in themselves, the calm and placid lives of contemplative men,
for whom the gates of the spiritual universe stand ever open, who are
in no wise dependent upon the joys, and gains, and triumphs of this
work-a-day world.
‘Were you always happy, my calm-faced Shakespeare?’ wondered Daphne.
‘Could you have sounded all the deeps of sorrow without having yourself
suffered? I think not. Yet there seems hardly any room in your life for
great sorrow, except perhaps in the loss of that child who died young.
Was Ann Hathaway your only love, I wonder—you who wrote so sweetly of
sorrowful hopeless love—or was there another, another whom we know as
Juliet, and Imogen, and Cordelia: another from whom you always lived
far apart, yet whom you always loved?’
‘I beg your pardon, miss,’ said the sexton; ‘I’m going to lock up the
church.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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