Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘I think you know how honestly I like Edgar,’ said Madoline, believing
in her guilelessness that Daphne had resented her praise of Mr.
Turchill because she fancied it hollow and insincere. ‘I daresay if I
had not cared for Gerald long before Edgar proposed to me, I might have
given Mr. Turchill a different answer. I cannot tell how that might
have been. My life has had only one love. I loved Gerald from the days
when he first came to South Hill, a school-boy, when he used to tell
me all his troubles and his triumphs, when any success of his made me
prouder than if it had been my own. My heart was given away ages before
Edgar ever spoke to me of love.’
‘I know, dear; I can understand it all; only, don’t you know, when
everybody conspires to praise the young man to whom one is engaged,
and when all one’s relations are everlastingly congratulating one
upon one’s good fortune—the implication being that it is quite
undeserved—there is a kind of weariness that creeps over one’s soul at
the sound of those familiar phrases.’
‘I will never praise him again, dear,’ answered Lina, smiling at her.
‘I shall be perfectly contented to know that you value him as he
deserves to be valued, and that your future happiness is assured by his
devoted love.’
Daphne gave a fretful little sigh, but made no further protest. She was
thinking that she had seen a Newfoundland dog every whit as devoted as
Edgar. Yet the affection of that Newfoundland would have hardly been
deemed all-sufficient for the happiness of a lifetime.
She went back to the table, and did execution upon the rolls and honey
with a healthy girlish appetite, despite that feverish unrest which
disturbed the equal balance of her mind.
Daphne ordered Edgar to attend her on an exploration of the city next
morning, directly after breakfast.
‘Madoline and my father know the place by heart,’ she said; ‘and, of
course, Mr. Goring is tired of it. How could a man who is weary of all
creation care for Geneva?’
‘Who told you I was weary of creation?’ asked Gerald languidly.
‘Your ways and your manners,’ replied Daphne. ‘I knew as much the first
time I saw you.’
The weather was clear and bright, the town looking its best, as Daphne
and her lover left the hotel on their excursion. They were to be back
before noon, at which hour they were to start with Gerald and Madoline
for Ferney.
‘If it were not for the lake this place would be beneath contempt,’
said Daphne decisively, as they crossed the low level bridge, and
lingered to look at the sapphire Rhone, and to speculate upon that
deepened azure hue which the waters assume when they flow from the lake
into the river. ‘It is no more like the Geneva of my dreams than it is
like Jerusalem the Golden.’
‘Is it not really?’
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