Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘Nice! It would have been my salvation, to have someone of my own
kindred, quite my brother. I love Madoline, with all my heart and
soul; but she is only my half-sister. I always feel that there is a
difference between us. She is my superior; she comes of a better stock.
Nobody ever talks of my mother, or my mother’s family; but Lina’s
parentage is in everybody’s mouth; she seems to be related—at least in
heraldry—to everybody worth knowing in the county. But Loftus would
have been the same clay that I am made of, don’t you know, neither
better nor worse. Blood is thicker than water.’
‘That’s a morbid feeling of yours, Daphne.’
‘Is it? I’m afraid I have a few morbid feelings.’
‘Get rid of them. There never was a better sister than Madoline is to
you.’
‘I know it. She is perfection; but that only makes her further away
from me. I reverence her, I look up to her and admire her; but I can
never feel on an equality with her.’
‘That shows your good sense. It is an advantage for you to have someone
to look up to.’
‘Yes; but I should like someone on my own level as well.’
‘You’ve got me,’ said Edgar bluntly. ‘Can’t you make a brother of me
for the nonce?’
‘For ever and always, if you like,’ replied Daphne. ‘I’m sure I’ve got
the best of the bargain. I don’t believe any brother would get up at
five o’clock to teach me to row.’
Edgar felt very sure that Loftus would not have done it; that
short-lived youth having been the very essence of selfishness, and
debased by a marked inclination towards juvenile profligacy.
‘Brothers are not the most self-sacrificing of human beings,’ he said.
‘I think you’ll find finer instances of devotion in an Irish or a
Scottish foster-brother than in the Saxon blood-relation. But Madoline
is a sister in a thousand. Take care of that willow,’ as the boat shot
under the drooping foliage of an ancient pollard. ‘How bright and happy
she looked last night!’
‘Yes; she had just received a long letter from Gerald, and he talks
of coming home sooner than she expected him. He will give up his
fishing in Norway, though I believe he had engaged an inland sea all to
himself, and he will be home before the end of July. Isn’t it nice? I
am dying with curiosity to see what he is like.’
‘Didn’t I describe him to you?’
‘In the vaguest way. You said I was sure to like him. Now I have an
invincible conviction that I shall detest him; just because it is my
duty to feel a sisterly affection for him.’
‘Take care that you keep within the line of duty, and that your
affection doesn’t go beyond the sisterly limit,’ said Edgar, with a
grim smile. ‘There is no fear of the other thing.’
‘What a savage look!’ cried Daphne laughingly. ‘How horridly jealous
you must be of him!’
‘Hasn’t he robbed me of my first love?’ demanded Edgar; ‘and now——’
‘Don’t be so gloomy. Didn’t you tell me you had got over your
disappointment, and that you meant to be a dear useful bachelor-uncle
to Madoline’s children by-and-by?’
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