Asphodel : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Asphodel : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
Perfect mistress of her boat, Daphne revelled in the lonely delight of
the river. She felt no grief at the loss of Mr. Turchill’s company.
He had been very kind to her, he had been altogether devoted and
unselfish, and the gipsy breakfasts in the old boat-house had been
capital fun. But these delights would have palled in time; while the
languid pleasure of drifting quietly down the stream, thinking her
own thoughts, dreaming her own dreams, could never know satiety. She
was so full of thoughts, sweet thoughts, vague fancies, visions of an
impossible future, dreams which made up half her life. What did it
matter that this airy fantastic castle she had built for herself was
no earthly edifice, that she could never live in it, or be any nearer
it than she was to-day? To her the thing existed, were it only in
dreamland; it was a part of herself and of her life, it was of more
consequence to her than the commonplace routine of daily existence—the
dressing, and dining, and driving, and visiting.
Had her life been more varied, full of duty, or even diversified by the
frivolous activity of pleasure, she could not have thus given herself
up to dreaming. But she had few pleasures and no duties. Madoline held
her absolved from every care and every trouble on the ground of her
youth. She did not like parish work of any kind; she hated the idea of
visiting the poor; so Madoline held her excused from that duty, as from
all others. Her mind would awaken to the serious side of life when she
was older, her sister thought. She seemed now to belong to the flowers
and butterflies, and the fair ephemeral things of the garden.
Thus Daphne, ignored by her father, indulged by her sister, enjoyed
a freedom which is rarely accorded to a girl of seventeen. Her Aunt
Rhoda looked on and disapproved, and hoped piously that she would come
to no harm, and was surprised at Lina’s weakness, and thought Daphne’s
bright little boat a blot upon the landscape when it came gliding
down the river below the Rectory windows. The parson’s rich glebe was
conterminous with Sir Vernon Lawford’s property, and Daphne hardly knew
where her father’s fields ended or where the church fields began.
Edgar Turchill, degraded from his post of instructor, still contrived
to spend a considerable portion of his life at South Hill. If he was
not there for lawn-tennis in the afternoon, with the Rector’s wife for
a fourth, he was there in the evening for billiards. He fetched and
carried for Madoline, rode over to Warwick to get her a new book, or
to Leamington to match a skein of crewel. There was no commission too
petty for him, no office too trivial or lowly, so that he might be
permitted to spend his time with the sisters.
Daphne thought this devotedness a bad sign, and began to fear that the
canker was at his heart, and that he would die for love of Madoline
when the fortunate Gerald came home to claim her.
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