“You cannot yet acquit Frederic of wrong-doing! Indeed, Mrs. Sutton, he
has been foully wronged among you. It is not because he is my husband
that I say this. Mabel's name has never passed his lips---nor mine in
his hearing, since I became his wife. And every one of the family has
been equally guarded when he was by. I doubt, sometimes, if he has ever
heard whom she married or where she lives--so carefully has he shunned
every reference to her or any of the Ridgeley people. During the nine
years we have lived together, he has given me no cause to suspect that
he ever thinks of her, or laments the broken engagement. If I have made
myself wretched by imagining the contrary, it was my fault, not
his--my foolish, wicked jealousy. I would scorn to imply a doubt of
his integrity, by reminding him of the charges proferred against him
by Winston Aylett, and believed by his sister--much less ask him to
contradict them. I never put any faith in them from the outset. It
comforts me to recollect that my confidence in him stood fast when
everybody else distrusted him--my noble, slandered darling! But my
declaration of his innocence is founded upon his blameless life and
upright principles. No one could be with him as I have been, and
doubt him. He is a perfect man--if there was ever a sinless
mortal--great-hearted, gentle, and sincere. Do not I know this? Have I
not proved him to the utmost?”
Her rapid, impassioned declamation was ended by a copious flood of grief
that provoked a frightful fit of coughing. When this was subdued she was
weaker than a year-old infant, and lay between stupor and dreaming for
so long a time, that Mrs. Sutton became alarmed.
There must be no repetition of this scene. She most ward off similar
mishaps by whatever measures she could force or cajole her conscience
into adopting. Rosa's state was more precarious than her account had led
her friend to believe, or than the nurse's experienced eye had seen at
their meeting. The main hope of her recovery was in the warmer climate
and assiduous attendance. Above all, she should not be allowed to
exhaust herself by talking, or hysterical paroxysms. She had no more
self-control than a child, and she must be treated as such. Mrs.
Sutton's jesuitical resolve was to humor her by every imaginable device,
even to feigned friendship for Frederic Chilton.
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