The shadow of death drew on apace to the sight of all, save the
consumptive, and her semi-imbecile mother. These seemed alike blind to
the fatal symptoms that were more strongly defined with every passing
day. The paralytic sat in her wheeled chair, in the March sunshine,
at the window of her chamber, and talked droningly of other times and
paltry pleasures to that one of her daughters or grand-children whose
turn it was to minister to her comfort and amusement, and insisted
upon having all the neighborhood news repeated in her dull ear with
wearisome--to the narrator--amplifications and reiterations, shaking
with childish laughter at the humorous passages, and whimpering at the
pathetic. Rosa cheated time of heaviness by unceasing demands upon her
attendants for service and diversion. Unable to sleep, except at long
intervals, in snatches of fitful dozing, she had a horror of being alone
for an instant, from dusk until dawn; was ingenious in contrivances
to surprise an unwary watcher nodding upon her post; plenteous and
plaintive in lamentations, if the device succeeded. Fifty times a night
her pillows must be shaken, her drink, food, or medicine given, and
after each of these offices had been performed, occurred the petition:
“Now--sit where I can see you whenever I open my eyes! It drives me
crazy to imagine for a moment that I am by myself. I want to be sure
all the while that some living human being is near at hand. I have such
frightful dreams! I awake always with the impression that I am drowning
or suffocating, or floating away into a sea of darkness alone!”
With the light of day, her spirits revived, and her hopes of speedy
recovery.
“You need not grudge waiting upon me now, for I shall be up and about
shortly--well and spry as the best of you!” she would say. “And while I
am playing invalid, I mean to have my quantum of attention. I have been
avaricious of devotion all my life, and this is a golden chance that may
never happen again.”
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