“I remember that Mabel and I,” she continued, dreamily, after a long
pause--then correcting herself, “I ask your pardon, Frederic! I said I
wouldn't speak of her ever again to you, but we were so much together in
those days. Moreover, it has troubled me at times, that you did not know
who your real friends were, and she did like you--and--and--what am I
saying! You shouldn't let me run on so!”
She raised her hand with difficulty, and tried to wipe away the film
gathering over her dilated eyes.
“Never mind, my darling! Do not attempt to talk! You are too weak and
tired!” said her husband, tenderly.
“Tired!” catching at the word, “That is it! There is nothing else the
matter, whatever Dr. Ritchie and the rest of them may say. Tired! for
how many years I have been THAT! It seems like a thousand. This world is
a tiresome place to most people, I think I shall never forget how jaded
Mabel looked that week,” breaking off, as before, with a frightened
start, such as a dreamer gives when he fancies he is falling from an
immeasurable height. “Indeed, Fred, dear!” feeling for his hand upon
the coverlet, “I did not mean to wound or offend you. It was a terrible
ordeal for you, my love! But you came out of it as silver seven times
refined. That is what the text says--isn't it? And you and Aunt Rachel
are friends once more! That is one good deed I have done. I hope it
will be recorded up THERE! Heaven knows there are not so many that I can
afford to have one overlooked!”
Another season of dozing, and she awoke, rubbing her hands feebly
together, as to cleanse them.
“My hands ought to be whiter--purer! I know what ails them. I should
have picked up the letter she--Mrs. Sutton--wrote you. But I loved you
so--even then!” beseechingly. “You will not hate me when I am gone? I
mean when you get back to Philadelphia, and I am well enough to be left
here. I was sure, if you got it, you would come to Ridgeley, and I let
it go down the stream--down--down! Frederic!”
“I am here, dearest!” slipping his arm under, and raising her, as her
shrill cry rang out, and she grasped the empty air. “Rosa, my WIFE!”
“I thought I was strangling--in the water! I am your wife--am I not? She
couldn't take you from me if she were here. I wish she were! I always
liked Mabel. She was a good, true woman--but she did not love you as I
did!”
Panting for breath, she leaned upon her husband's breast, and her
eyelids fell together again. Only for a moment! Then a smile--fond,
sweet, and penitent--played among the ashy shadows encircling her mouth.
“Poor little Florence! I am sorry I was cross to her. Tell her so,
papa!” Her husband stooped to kiss her, laid her back upon the pillows,
closed the sightless eyes, and left Mrs. Sutton alone with the dead.
CHAPTER XVII. -- AFTER FIFTEEN YEARS.
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