“You are better, I see,” Mrs. Aylett said abruptly to her brother. “You
were not subject to these spells formerly. People generally outlive
constitutional headaches--so I have noticed. It is queer yours should
occur so often and wax more violent each time. You should have medical
advice before they ripen into a more serious disorder.”
Herbert shaded his eyes from the fire, and lay with out replying, until
his wife believed he had relapsed into a doze.
She was convinced of her mistake by his saying, slowly and distinctly,--
“You do not enter into Clara's whole meaning, Mabel. We have been
careful, all of us, never to tell you that our father was imbecile by
the time he was fifty and died, in his sixtieth year, of the disease
your brother named this morning--softening of the brain. I, of all his
children, am most like him physically. If it be true that this danger
menaces me, you should be informed of it, and know, furthermore, that it
is incurable.”
Mabel also paused before answering.
“I cannot assent to the hypothesis of your inherited malady, Herbert.
These headaches may mean nothing. But let that be as it may, you should
have told me of this before.”
“You see,” broke in Mrs. Aylett's triumphant sarcasm. “The reward of
your maiden attempt at conjugal confidence is reproof. What have I
warned you from the beginning?”
“Not reproof,” corrected Mabel, in mild decision. “My knowledge of the
secret he deemed it wise and kind to withhold would have gained for him
my sympathy, and my more constant and intelligent care of his health. It
is the hidden fear that grows and multiplies itself most rapidly. Before
it is killed it must be dragged to the light.”
“That is YOUR hypothesis,” was the bright retort. “We Dorrances have
justly earned a reputation for discretion by the excellent preservation
of our own secrets, and those committed to our keeping by our friends.
My motto is, tell others nothing about yourself which they cannot learn
without your confession. An autobiography is always either a bore or
a blunder. Not that I would regulate the number and nature of your
divulgations to your wife, Herbert. As to Winston's unlucky hit this
morning, it was mere fortuity. I have never felt myself called upon to
enlighten him in family secrets, and his is an incurious disposition.
He never asks idle questions. He has a marvellous faculty of striking
home-blows in the dark, but that is no reason why one should betray his
wound by crying out. Apropos to darkness, may I ring for a lamp, or will
the light hurt your eyes?”
“The fire-light is more trying,” rejoined Mabel, pushing a screen before
the sofa, and placing herself where she could, in its shadow, hold her
husband's hand.
It was cold and limp when she lifted it, but tightened upon hers with
the instinctive grip of gratitude too profound to be uttered.
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