“Well! I pondered upon the horrible affair until I could hold my peace
no longer. Frederic and Florence went home with Mary Trent next morning,
and knowing that Winston must pass the upper gate on his way to court,
I put on my bonnet soon after breakfast, and strolled in that direction.
By and by he rode up, stopped his horse, and began to talk so sociably
that before I quite knew what I was doing, I was in the middle of my
story. I wonder now how I did it, but I was excited, and he listened so
patiently, questioned so quietly, that I did not realize, for several
hours afterward, what a blaze I must have kindled in his heart and home,
whether he believed me or not. The next thing I heard was not, as I
expected, that he and his wife had quarrelled, or that he was going to
challenge Frederic for having belied him, but that poor Dorrance was
very ill with some affection of the brain. It was not until a year
later--just after his death--that people began to talk about the strange
carryings-on at Ridgeley; how Mr. and Mrs. Aylett occupied separate
apartments, and never sat, or walked, or rode together, or spoke to one
another, even at table, unless there were visitors present. Nobody could
imagine what caused the estrangement, and for the sake of the family
honor I guarded my tongue. She must be a wretched woman, if all of this
be true. She is breaking fast under it, in spite of her pride and skill
in concealment. I ought not to pity her when I remember how wicked she
has been; but there is a look in her eye when she is not laughing or
talking that gives me the heart-ache.”
“She is very unhappy!” replied Mabel, sighing. “And so, I doubt not, is
Winston, although he will not own it, and affects to ignore the fact of
her failing health and spirits. It is one of these miserably delicate
family complications with which the nearest of kin cannot meddle. They
are very kind to me, and I think my visits have been a comfort to Clara.
The solitude of the great house is a terrible trial to one so fond of
company. For days together sometimes she does not exchange a word with
anybody except the servants. It is a dreary, wretched evening of an
ambitious life. I ventured to tell Winston, last week, that this would
probably be my last visit to Ridgeley, since I was to be married next
month.
“To Mr. Chilton, I suppose?” he said.
I answered, “Yes!”
“You must be almost forty,” he next remarked. “You have worn passably
well, but you are no longer young.”
“I am thirty-seven!” said I. -- “Well!” he answered. “You are certainly old enough to know your own
business best.”
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