“What does it matter?” returned North Wind.
“I should cry,” said Diamond.
“But why should you cry? The dream, if it is a dream, is a pleasant
one--is it not?”
“That's just why I want it to be true.”
“Have you forgotten what you said to Nanny about her dream?”
“It's not for the dream itself--I mean, it's not for the pleasure of
it,” answered Diamond, “for I have that, whether it be a dream or not;
it's for you, North Wind; I can't bear to find it a dream, because then
I should lose you. You would be nobody then, and I could not bear that.
You ain't a dream, are you, dear North Wind? Do say No, else I shall
cry, and come awake, and you'll be gone for ever. I daren't dream about
you once again if you ain't anybody.”
“I'm either not a dream, or there's something better that's not a dream,
Diamond,” said North Wind, in a rather sorrowful tone, he thought.
“But it's not something better--it's you I want, North Wind,” he
persisted, already beginning to cry a little.
She made no answer, but rose with him in her arms and sailed away over
the tree-tops till they came to a meadow, where a flock of sheep was
feeding.
“Do you remember what the song you were singing a week ago says about
Bo-Peep--how she lost her sheep, but got twice as many lambs?” asked
North Wind, sitting down on the grass, and placing him in her lap as
before.
“Oh yes, I do, well enough,” answered Diamond; “but I never just quite
liked that rhyme.”
“Why not, child?”
“Because it seems to say one's as good as another, or two new ones are
better than one that's lost. I've been thinking about it a great deal,
and it seems to me that although any one sixpence is as good as any
other sixpence, not twenty lambs would do instead of one sheep whose
face you knew. Somehow, when once you've looked into anybody's eyes,
right deep down into them, I mean, nobody will do for that one any more.
Nobody, ever so beautiful or so good, will make up for that one going
out of sight. So you see, North Wind, I can't help being frightened to
think that perhaps I am only dreaming, and you are nowhere at all. Do
tell me that you are my own, real, beautiful North Wind.”
Again she rose, and shot herself into the air, as if uneasy because she
could not answer him; and Diamond lay quiet in her arms, waiting
for what she would say. He tried to see up into her face, for he was
dreadfully afraid she was not answering him because she could not say
that she was not a dream; but she had let her hair fall all over her
face so that he could not see it. This frightened him still more.
“Do speak, North Wind,” he said at last.
“I never speak when I have nothing to say,” she replied.
“Then I do think you must be a real North Wind, and no dream,” said
Diamond.
“But I'm looking for something to say all the time.”
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