At the CrossroadsComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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At the Crossroads
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Fiction
"Kathryn, I cannot. I am--I wish that you could understand--I am
stepping out into the dark. I must go alone."
"That is absurd, Brace. Absurd." A baffled, desperate note rang in
Kathryn's voice. It was not for Northrup, but for her first sense of
failure. Then she looked up. All the resentment gone from her face,
she was the picture of despair.
"I will wait for you, Brace. I will prove to you what a woman's real
love is!"
So, cleverly, did she bind what she intuitively felt was the highest
in Northrup. And he bent and laid his lips on the smooth girlish
forehead, sorrowfully realizing how little he had to offer.
A few moments later Northrup found himself on the street. The snow was
falling thicker, faster. It had the smothering quality that is so
mysterious. People thudded along as if on padded feet; the lights were
splashed with clinging flakes and gleamed yellow-red in the whiteness.
Sounds were muffled; Northrup felt blotted out.
He loved the sensation--it was like a great, absorbing Force taking
him into its control and erasing forever the bungling past. He
purposely drifted for an hour in the storm. He was like a moving part
of it, and when at last he reached home, he stood in the vestibule for
many moments extricating himself--it was more that than shaking the
snow off. He felt singularly free.
Once within the house, he went directly to his mother's room. She was
lying on a couch by the fire. In the shelter of her warm, quiet place
Helen seemed to have gained what Brace had won in the storm. She was
smiling, almost eager.
"Yes, dear?" she said.
Northrup sat down in the chair that was his by his mother's hearth.
"Kathryn wanted to marry me, Mother, at once."
"That would be like her, bless her heart!"
"I could not accept the sacrifice, Mother."
"That would be like you--but is it a sacrifice?"
"It seems so to me."
"You see, son, to many women this is the supreme offering. All _they_
can give, vicariously, at this great demanding hour."
"Women must learn to stop that rubbish, Mother. We men must refuse
it."
"Why, Brace!" Then: "Are you quite, quite sure it was all for Kathryn,
son?"
"No, partly for myself; but that must include and emphasize Kathryn's
share."
"I see--at least I think I do."
"But you have faith, Mother?"
"Yes, faith! Surely, faith."
After a silence, broken only by the sputtering of the fire and that
soft, mystic pattering of the snow on the window glass, Northrup asked
gently:
"And you, Mother, what will you do? I cannot bear to think of you
waiting here alone."
Helen Northrup rose slowly from the couch; her long, loose gown
trailed softly as she walked to the fireplace and stood leaning one
elbow on the shelf.
"I'm not going to--wait, dear, in the sense you mean. I'm going to
work and get ready for your return."
"Work?" Northrup looked anxious. Helen smiled down upon him.
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