At the CrossroadsComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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At the Crossroads
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Fiction
"They--they couldn't understand, anyway," Larry broke in. "They've got
a fixed idea of me; they wouldn't know what it was that changed me,
but you will.
"Everyone's kind. I haven't anything to complain of, but good God!
Northrup, I'm dying, and what's to be done--must be done quickly.
You--see how it is?"
"Yes, Rivers, I see." There could be no mercy in deceiving this
desperate man.
"I knew you would. Day after day, lately, I've been saying that over
in my mind. I remembered the night in the shack on the Point. I knew
you would understand!"
"Perhaps your longing brought me, Rivers. Things like that happen, you
know."
Northrup, moved by pity, laid his hand on the shrunken ones near him.
All feeling of antagonism was gone.
"It began the night I was shot," Larry's voice fell, "and Mary-Clare
will not let me talk of those times. She thinks the memory will keep
me from getting well! Good Lord! Getting well! Me!
"There were two of us that night, Northrup, two of us crawling away
from the hell in the dark. You know!"
"Yes, Rivers, I know."
"I'd never met him--the other chap--before, but we got talking to each
other, when we could, so as to--to keep ourselves alive. I told him
about Mary-Clare and Noreen. I couldn't think of anything else. There
didn't seem to be anything else. The other fellow hadn't any one, he
said.
"When help came, there was only room for one. One had to wait.
"That other chap," Larry moistened his lips in the old nervous fashion
that Northrup recalled, "that other chap kept telling them about my
wife and child--he said he could wait; but they must take me!
"God! Northrup, I think I urged them to take him. I hope I did, but I
cannot remember--I might not have, you know. I can remember what he
said, but I can't recall what I said."
"I think, Rivers, you played fair!"
"Why? Northrup, what makes you think that?" The haggard face seemed to
look less ghastly.
"I've seen others do it at such a time."
"Others like me?"
"Yes, Rivers, many times."
"Well, there were weeks when nothing mattered," Larry went on, "and
then I began to come around, but something in me was different. I
wanted, God hearing me, Northrup, I wanted to make what that other
chap had done for me--worth while.
"When I got to counting up what I'd gone through and holding to the
new way I felt, I began to get well--and--then I came home. Came to my
father's house, Northrup--that's what Mary-Clare said when she saw
me.
"That's what it is--my father's house. You catch on?"
"Yes, Rivers, I catch on." Then after a pause: "Let me light the
lamp." But Rivers caught hold of him.
"No, don't waste time--they may come back at any moment--there'll
never be another chance."
"All right, go on, Rivers."
The soft autumn day was drawing to its close, but the west was still
golden. The light fell on the two men near the window; one shivered.
"There isn't much more to say. I wanted you to know that I'm not going
to be in the way very long.
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