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The gentle sympathy touched him. The realisation of the feminine had
come to him of late powerfully enough to have overset his old one-sided
theories. He knew the value now of a tender word from a woman, and his
nature hungered for it.
“Winifred,” he said, half turning in the chair and looking up at her in
his honest way, “do you think Clytie could ever care for me--not as a
friend--as something nearer?”
Winifred fell back, looked at him aghast, unable to speak, as the light
dawned upon her. He mistook her movement, rose, and began to speak
hurriedly, pacing the room.
“I couldn't help it--how could I help it? I have struggled against it
with all my might. I know I am a fool to think that she can love me,
and you are surprised and dismayed, as she was when she saw that I loved
her. I would have bit my tongue out then rather than tell her, but I saw
she guessed--and that is why our friendship has been broken. I have kept
away from her to spare her the pain of it. But it has nearly driven me
mad. I can't go abroad with the weight of it upon me. I must see her
and let her know everything. Tell me, Winifred, you who are so fine and
delicate, I did not wrong her and our friendship by growing to love her
better than anything life has. She won't think me unworthy of the trust
she gave me, and despise me?”
“Oh, no, no, no!” said Winifred half chokingly. “Your love would honour
any girl. Oh, why did you not tell her and plead with her before?”
“Then do you think, Winifred----” began Kent with a sudden joy in his
eyes.
“Oh, don't!” cried the girl, interrupting him; “I can't bear it. It is
too late! I hate to stab you like this, but you must know it. Clytie is
engaged to be married.”
There was a long silence, during which neither looked at the other. Kent
was stunned, dazed. He had come prepared for a refusal, but not for such
an absolute shattering of all his hopes. He grew very white and stood
with his hand on the back of a chair, as if steadying himself.
“How long has she----” he said, at length, huskily.
“Only last night. She told me of it this morning.”
“And the man?”
“Mr. Hammerdyke--Mrs. Farquharson's cousin.”
She went up to him, took his hand, and turned her pure face up to his,
the tears standing in her eyes.
“I won't say you will find someone more worthy of you, because you
couldn't.”
“I am not fit to tie her shoe-strings. I know that very well,” said poor
Kent.
“Oh, that is foolish,” she said, with a wan smile. “But there isn't
another girl like Clytie in the world; and you will always think kindly
of her, and help her if she wants help, won't you? You won't turn from
her and hate her, as I have heard men often do--for I don't think you
are like such men.”
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