London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women artists -- Fiction
The front door slammed behind Hammerdyke. Kent waited for a moment, gave
a few vague general directions, and then went out into the street. He
felt stronger now that he had to struggle against real and tangible
trouble instead of the intangible doubts and fears that had set him off
his balance. The single-hearted loyalty of his nature, that had caused
him to regard his love for Clytie as treason against her unsuspecting
friendship, and had thus placed him in the weakness of a false position,
now gave him strength to face fearlessly life and its responsibilities.
But time alone could assuage the pain and bitterness of it all. He
strung himself together and walked briskly through the bright, frosty
air towards the home of his mother and sister in Notting Hill. There
was sincere affection between mother and son, sister and brother;
but neither of the quiet, contented women knew much of his life or
sympathised with his ambitions. Mrs. Kent's hopeless wish was that he
would marry some good, sensible girl who would keep his house tidy,
provide him with decent meals, and bring bright children's faces around
his knee. This conception bounded her horizon of a man's happiness; as
she knew that her son would never appear within it, she regarded him
with wistful, unhelpful affection. Agatha, with the younger generation's
superior grasp of things, looked upon him as a soft-hearted eccentric
who deserved to be humoured. For many years, therefore, Kent had ceased
to share with them any of his inner life, not because he loved them less
than during his boyhood, but because their mental attitudes precluded
confidence. They were women, they could not understand. When he entered
the house he left his own interests outside and plunged, in his rough,
hearty way, into theirs. He gave his whole attention to accounts of
Cousin Henrietta's baby, Uncle William's gout, the leakages of the
cistern, and the turpitudes of the cook. In matters such as the cistern
he gave practical help; in others, such as the baby, he overflowed with
sympathetic though alarming suggestions. His own life was seldom touched
upon. With finer natures--Clytie, Winifred, Wither--that divined the
strong purpose underlying his eccentricities, and met him halfway with
their sympathy, he was generous in his confidence; but to others, proud,
shy, and reserved. So Mrs. Kent and Agatha knew nothing of Clytie,
little of his scientific work, and only vaguely of his duties at the
Museum.
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