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“Yes--Rossetti; I am very fond of it,” she replied, with a half smile,
wondering somewhat at his explanation. Then she added: “But surely
there's humanity in every human being.”
“That's a very sweet, innocent belief, and you had better keep to it, my
dear.”
“Oh, Thornton, I'm not an ignorant little schoolgirl,” she said, with
hurt vanity. “I have learned something of the world. Perhaps I have been
too eager to acquaint myself with things.”
“Anyhow, you can't know much about them,” he replied shortly. “Leave
such things alone. They don't concern you, so what's the good of prying
into them?”
“They have concerned me,” she insisted. “Believe me, Thornton, it was
something deeper than ordinary morbid curiosity that led me to them.”
“But I can't see what the deuce the Social Question has to do with
girls,” he said. “That is what licks me. What the dickens has it got to
do with your life?”
“But you mistake, Thornton,” she replied eagerly, with a return of her
old earnestness. “It is not the Social Question. Indeed not. I
never have any call to look at things in that aspect. I am neither a
sociologist nor a reformer. I am an artist. I have to express certain
truths about human beings,--the little talent I have lies entirely that
way,--and in order to express the truths I had to set to work to learn
them. How all this corruption affects society, how it is to be done
away with and so on, does not come within my province. But to get to
the hearts and inner feelings of individuals, to see how society affects
them, what justification they have in their struggle with it, how they
contemplate life, what elements of emotion, or passion, or weariness, or
what not form essential parts of their beings that do not form essential
parts of mine--to try to do that, Thornton, _has_ been my business, and,
till I knew you, was the dearest motive of my life. Don't you see?”
“And when you have done it what good will it do to yourself or anybody
else?”
“To answer you I should have to appear conceited. It would be answering
the question, What is the good of art at all?”
“Well, all said and done, what is the good of it? To make pretty and
amusing things to look at. All the rest is cant and humbug--including
your desire to scrape acquaintance with loose women for artistic
purposes. Look here, little wife”--and he turned round, with a sharp
smile that showed his white teeth more than usual--“I didn't fall in
love with you because you were an artist and held highfalutin' theories
about artistic ideals and so forth, but because you were the woman whose
loveliness appealed to me and always fascinated me. And now you are my
wife you have other things to think about.”
“I know that, Thornton,” she replied, staring a little wistfully in
front of her. “Tell me. What is our new life going to be like? You speak
so little of it that I scarcely know.”
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