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“God knows!” he said gloomily. And then, brightening, he added: “But we
have her with us for always, Winifred, and we who love her can try to
make her forget it.”
“Ah, can we, my dear Kent?” she said, putting her work and both hands in
her lap and looking at him. “You love her, but you can't love her as
I do. Oh, no, no,” she added as he smiled and shook his head. “You may
think you do, but it is not possible. You have found faults in Clytie
and scolded her--oh, very kindly and sympathetically, I know, but still
in your eyes Clytie can do wrong. In mine she can't--and there is the
difference. Clytie is not like other girls. She is like no one in the
world. Everything must give way to her. If Clytie were to do something
you would think _dreadful_--commit a murder--I feel that she would be
justified in doing it, and I should love her all the more tenderly and
dearly.”
“God bless your loving little heart!” cried Kent. “Love like yours could
make the most miserable creature on earth happy.”
“Ah, no, Kent. What could I do for her? Listen: I was a poor,
friendless, ignorant, uninteresting little girl when I first met Clytie.
And she was kind to me. She seemed so brave and strong and clever and
beautiful, I quite shrank from her. I felt so small and humble beside
her. And she singled me out from among all the rest of the girls at the
Slade School, and made me her friend. I never could tell what she found
in me.”
“She can tell, and I can, too,” exclaimed Kent with abrupt
enthusiasm--“the purest, tenderest flower of a soul that ever breathed!”
“Oh, Kent!” said Winifred as the colour rose to her dark cheeks. “You
must not say things like that. Clytie has done everything for me,
everything--and I----”
“You have helped Clytie as no one else could have done,” said Kent, “and
you are doing it now.”
“Am I?”
“Yes; don't you see how bright and happy you have made her?”
“She is brighter than I should have thought,” said Winifred musingly.
“But will it last?”
“We must try to make it lasting, you and I,” said Kent softly.
He pondered for a moment over the love in each of their hearts, the
girl's and the man's. How exquisitely pure and selfless hers seemed to
be! He could not realise it in all its beauty, but his perceptions had
been refined enough for him to be profoundly touched.
“You have taught me something, Winifred,” he said after a pause, during
which she had quietly resumed her sewing. “I am happier than I have been
all day.”
Clytie returned soon afterwards. She looked curiously at the faces of
her two friends, and then, divining, perhaps, something of what had
passed between them, went up to Winifred and kissed her. After this they
talked more freely--of old habits, plans for the future. The latter were
vague, for Winifred's marriage with Treherne was fixed for the early
part of the next year, and the studio without Winifred was unrealisable.
Still the plans were food for much intimate gossip, which some may liken
to the very salt of life.
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