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Clytie read her condemnation very sadly. She could not blame her sister.
Mrs. Blather was acting conscientiously, according to the faith and
tradition she had inherited from her Godfearing ancestors. Petty and
futile as many of the formulas were by which she had been trained to
regulate human conduct, yet there were great ones which could not do
otherwise than command respect. “Thou shalt not sin,” is a formula the
obeying or renouncing of which is often a secret for one or two human
hearts alone. Its corollary, “Thou shalt not appear to be sinning,”
is one which must be dealt with openly, under the world's eye. Mrs.
Blather's judgment was based on this latter formula, her position
unassailable. She had no Winifred to shake with the eloquence of love
her faith in the formula's eternal verity. She was supported by the firm
convictions of a lifetime, and by the unhesitating assent of her
father and sister. The letter cut off all Clytie's hopes of ever being
understood by her family. She herself knew their inmost hearts, was
conversant with every principle by which they were guided, and she
could bear them no ill will. But to them she knew she would be forever
inscrutable, and she accepted their judgments with sad resignation.
In point of common fact, she was called upon to make the old, old choice
that has been offered to woman in all ages, between her family and the
man she loved. Without a moment's hesitation she chose the man, and
severed herself finally from her kin. Kent had become the object of her
life. She had loved him--she knew that now--before her marriage. She
had wronged him, as it seemed to her, by not having realised it,
had received notwithstanding a tender, absolute devotion whose brave
selflessness had been a revelation to her. No sacrifice that she could
make for his happiness was too great for her. She loved him with the
whole strength of her full nature. If any sacrifices on her part were
not made, it was Kent that forbade them. The less he would accept the
more did she find in her heart to offer. That she should remain in what
they had begun to look upon as their common home seemed to be a vital
necessity to his happiness. The mild, affectionate approval of Grace and
Janet could not compensate the great loss that each would sustain in a
rupture of their intercourse. Any appeal to her sister she knew would be
useless. She was firm in the path in which she had elected to walk, and
Mrs. Blather's letter remained unanswered.
But Kent could not take this comprehensive view of humanity. That Clytie
should be cast off by her family aroused his indignation.
“They never loved you,” he said one day. “You were always a thorn in
their flesh, and now they have seized an opportunity of plucking you
out.”
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