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Kent took some time to read this. The letters swam a little before his
eyes. Then he laid his head upon his arms and thought, in dumb agony.
Clytie's letter, sisterly and trustful, soothed and goaded him at once.
“The part that passion plays in the tragedy of things!” God! Had a
fleeting thought never struck her what a part it might play in their
lives' tragedy? How could he answer that letter, addressed to a friend,
received by a lover in the hot flush of newly awakened realisation? How
could he meet her bright, frank look with this burning demon within him?
It was base, horrible. His mind wandered to a German print he had
seen somewhere, a goat-footed satyr kneeling and leering at Psyche. He
shuddered.
It is given but to few men to know this terror of love: only to those
who, like Kent, have hitherto expended vast animal and moral energies
in non-sexual enthusiasms, and have rebelled with almost passionate
repulsion against the assertion of the sexual principle. To some men
love dawns like a sweet, fair star--the storm comes later on. To such
as Kent it comes in terrific forked lightnings and crash of thunder,
overwhelming the soul with terror. To Kent's excited fancy it seemed
that the Beast, such as Wither had spoken of, had entered into him. He
had betrayed the compact of friendship, her sisterly trust in him. Fool
that he had been! Why had he not recognised it before? Now all was over
between them. The future seemed nothing but black, rolling darkness.
The solitary gas-jet that he had lit on entering flared high and
strident over the mantelpiece above the blackening fire, and Kent lay
with his hands on his arms, his morbid brain at death-grapple with love,
he himself heedful of nothing external--not even of a gay whistle and a
quick, springing tread on the uncarpeted stairs. The door burst suddenly
open.
“Come out, you fusty old hermit----”
Then Wither stopped. Kent raised a drawn, rather ghastly face and stared
at him stupidly.
“My dear old chap, in the name of Heaven, what's the matter?” cried
Wither, putting down his hat and stick and coming towards him.
“Oh, nothing!” said Kent, who pulled himself together with an effort,
rose, and broke into a forced laugh.
Wither looked at him steadily while he slowly drew off his gloves.
“That's nonsense!” he said quietly.
Then his sharp glance fell on the little crumpled handkerchief that lay
beside the open letter on the table. His quick sense, aided by certain
opinions he had formed long since, grasped the main feature of the
situation.
He went over to where Kent was standing by the fireplace, and laid his
hand on his shoulder.
“Never mind, dear old man, it will all come right.”
“It will never come right,” groaned Kent absently.
“It must. She must care for you in time.”
“How do you know what I am thinking of?” Kent burst out rather fiercely.
“I guessed. Besides--the handkerchief. It is not your own. Yours are a
little more businesslike.”
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